/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Where is IRyS? I think the lack of IRyS started to get into me. I think I'm starting to lose it. The half-banked Tulpa that I made in her image has been talking nonstop to me today, but it voice sounds weird. It doesn't sound like IRyS anymore, but ratherlike something crazy and mad. I try to loop Seethe World to try and remember her voice, but it doesn't help. The voice in my head keeps getting more lounder and sinister. I try to close my eyes and take a little rest, but I can't put myself to sleep. I feel like someone, some... "thing" in the corner of the room is watching me. As I was getting tired, the silhouette in the room kept getting clearer. It looked like her; it looked like IRyS. It has horns and wings, yes, but something is wrong. I can feel that it's not her. The voice stopped talking in my head, and it started coming out of that "thing". Where is IRyS? I miss her. I miss her so much....
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