/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

New year's is imminent. My partner has seen me once in the last four months for a couple of hours, and that was only because I asked him if he actually still loved me. We haven't had an actual conversation in months. I don't have my oshi to distract me from the reality of it anymore. I think I might be alone again in 2023.

I can't even miss my oshi now in peace

Page 10 confession: I have had to explain to (strangely accepting) friends twice now that I'm not a zoophile, and I don't know what gives off this impression. Fuck. Is it wanting to be kept and abused like a dog?

>>38375501
yes... unspoilered...

Page 10 confession: I ate 5 eggs yesterday and now I'm shitting water.

I read on the news that a Kpop group that was supposed to have a concert in Japan this weekend had to delay for 2 weeks because they ran into problems getting their work visas approved.

If a really popular Kpop group is unable to sort out their visas, you can only imagine how much more difficult it is for non-JP Nijisanji livers.

>>34000567
I'm a briskadet and I write violent self insert viginettes about police brutality for a fleeting sense of catharsis. You tell me.
God, I wonder if he's ever seen my posts and finds me disgusting. I hope so.

This is the only time I'll ever ask for spoonfeeding. How do I download a members only vod? Is it the same as a normal video in yt-dlp?
I won't go leaking members only content, I just want the Sonny Alice audiobook for a trip, and can't test downloading it yet because I'm at work. Please forgive your local retard briskadet.

I can't fucking wait for Sonny's Half-Life stream in 22 hrs

So what are the odds that sonny will be on alban's cooking stream chat

gn /nijien/ dying light with sonnyban tomorrow... ugh.

WHEN THE MOON HITS YOUR EYE LIKE A BIG PIZZA PIE THAT'S AMORE

>>32047304
silent stream manifested and im not riking it

>It's so cool when they throw poop and call me a woman

>>30885635
Holy shit i'm a different breed
i'm am a sister and my condition is exactly as you described, even people I met in Co-op game were shocked to hear my story.

>>30577950
Please. I just want to commission Sonny porn to both Sonny and myself to jack off to. I didn't want this. I want artist recommendations.

Page 10 confession: I am one nudge away from having a full on menhera on-stream breakdown and Sonny's member stream is currently the only thing stopping me
I have no idea what I'll do to distract myself when it's over

I had a terrible day at work and came home just in time to see Yugo breaking his heart on stream.
Spare a link to your favorite feel good vod for your local menhera?

>>26046745
But what if I oversleep... I'm going to follow in his footsteps and caffeinate myself.

I can also feel myself going menhera as we speak. Thread menhera unity.

>>25462341
No, they're not. I actually live like this. I don't want to outdo the aloucreeps anyway, they're my brothers.
t. Briskadet

>you look like you could use some medication...
>I really do yeah

>>24984896
Me too. My life was a steady stream of grooming by both men and women from ages 7 - 13. I eventually made some friends my age that realized what was going on and got me out of there, I owe them everything. I genuinely didn't realize there was anything wrong with what happened to me until I hit my older teens. My parents still don't know it happened.
Now I fantasize about Sonny kidnapping and mindbreaking me so I don't have to be a "real" human anymore, go figure.

I can't tell if I'm having a heart attack.
I'm in a lot of pain, struggling to breathe, really sweaty. Briskadet hospital relay... One gets out, another goes in... At least I got to see his stream...