/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I had such an interesting yet heartbreaking dream so it started off fine, I was apparently a manager assistant for the stars and it was my job to picked up some kind of poster about what the stars would look like if they were children or something for a sponsorship collab dealing with children that want to become idols in the future. I arrived at the place and the person in charge gave me quite a stir, he told me how the designers really messed up on Arunii’s design and told me how I have a choice to either remove him from the poster entirely or keep him in it but he really pressured me to choose the first option. Stating how “numbers” say that the fans will love the poster without him and all. I really was conflicted however I did unfortunately chose that option and when they were preparing the poster, I woke up.

Needless to say, I feel guilty for some odd reason even though it was just a dream. The saddest part is, the design didn’t look awful they just gave him spiked hair that kind of looks similar to Vegeta from Dragon Ball Z which kind of makes sense to me since he talked about how he liked imagining himself being a hero when he was a child.

Was very bored today but all I know is that I want make my oshi have a mental breakdown and be there to comfort him. Have his head buried in my arms and chest, shaking, holding onto me like his life depends on it.