/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>70767117
>came back to check after she's been gone for weeks
what else did you expect to see

>>70619160
it's a neet depression thing, I was at that point once, nowadays I feel like shit if I don't shower daily

>>64518015
I too wish for the shart
it's definitely getting worse as the month draws on, I really hate the holidays

>>61201565
oh it's right on gawrt, nice
no chance, but still, nice

>>60868690
alternating between watching stuff and playing zelda
it does nothing, sharkthoughts won't stop

>>58991056
people were making a big deal out of one thing and then making a real big deal over a whole different thing pretty soon after

>>58094729
yeah, won't argue that

>>56910909
because it was 'only' a week all the previous times until it wasn't even 'only' two weeks, etc

>>52789287
Clicking a karaoke link always winds up biting me as well. Always a romantic song, always about love and loss, always sends me crashing right back down. I should know better than to start listening but I love hearing her sing, I can't help it.

>>52359365
Same desu but that's also the problem.

>>51849719
Sure is. My advice as someone caretaking for someone with it is to unironically kill yourself if it ever hits you. Get it out of the way before it actually hits. It's my plan, anyways.

I dunno if twitter screencapping is better or worse than reddit posting. Though since it came up, there are a couple people on twitter that are outright despondent and bordering bitter. Nothing new, but it's from some I never thought I'd see.

>>50472461
Whether I'm able to give her a smile back depends on how/when she returns and what she says. Already very overdue on the when part.

Monthly Gura stream.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JC_stWFkVdE

>>50133569
Basically. I mean of course she knows people don't like it, not the first time, but the last part there is the kicker. I would like to believe the former and to a point still do but this has dragged on bit. Just because there's no reddit thread yet doesn't mean it isn't as bad as before, it's worse, there's like 19 fucking people replying to Furor of all people.

Caught up on the collab. Fun stream. Made it worse, as expected. I like smaller colabs like this but I also really wanna spend time with her. Wanna watch movies with her. it is way quieter in here than I was expecting, what the hell

>>48688741
Yes, and now that Ame is done I'm gonna go back to missing her and crying into my pillow.

>>46665749
you're smarter than most of us then, and honestly the images have been getting a little repetitive as regulars have been tuning out, go nuts

>>45719576
It gets harder when she's turned on

>>43393306
>2023 EN GOLDS

>PER COMPANY
31x: Hololive
16x: Nijisanji
2x: Holostars

>PER STREAMER
5x: Mumei, Amelia, Mori
4x: Baelz
3x: Mysta, Ina, IRyS
2x: Vox, Selen, Pomu, Kronii, Fauna, Gura
1x: Ike, Flayon, Alban, Elira, Finana, Millie, Luca, Regis

>2023 POINTS PER STREAMER (gold = 5pts, silver = 3pts, bronze = 1pt)
46p: Mumei
38p: Ina
33p: IRyS
32p: Fauna, Amelia
29p: Baelz, Mori
26p: Vox
23p: Mysta
17p: Kronii
14p: Luca
13p: Selen
12p: Kiara
10p: Pomu, Gura
9p: Millie
8p: Ike
7p: Regis
5p: Flayon, Alban, Elira, Finana
4p: Enna, Uki, Vesper
3p: Sonny, Hakka, Magni
1p: Meloco, Shinri, Gavis, Axel

Happy New Year, PSTbuds. Still depressed, still missing her, still have very little hope for the future. Unfortunately still sober and still have work tomorrow. Have a shark.

>>39585930
Fair enough. I'm stuck on it with my brain going 'doesn't count', myself. Holding out for anything.

>>39007677
You can just ask normally.