/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>2305445
>Be me
>6 yrs old
>Plays a lot of crash twinsanity
>Go to school
>First day
>Meet brown skinned girl
>Kinda tomboyish
>Family of her was poor as shit so she worked to help family with informal stuff like selling wood, she also sold firecrackers so she could buy stuff for herself
>Not a single brother, family of 3 sisters so they all kinda grew tough
>She calls me out for not eating the bread crust
>Becomes best friend after such a callout my shy brain couldn't get over with
>fast forward
>Be me again
>12
>Still playing Crash Twinsanity
>She like 13 or something but already giving me hints of liking me
>Has become a young QT and full blown tomboy
>Athletic girl despite being kinda thickish for a girl her age
>Start feeling similar stuff because only girl I talk to and understands me
>Families of both of us suspect we might start dating at any second because we are too close
>I even get approval to marry her
>She does not deny anything, she only looks at me with puppy eyes when family says she might like me, no words, just looks and fiddling with her fingers
>PP also raises only with her close so I can confirm It was not regular embarassment
>Ignore her advances and go to my house so I can keep playing Crash Twinsanity
>Once even holds both my hands and tries to kiss me
>I was having me first autismo phase so I avoided her last second cuz indecisive
>AutismWasNeverYourChoice.SHY
>Keeps insisting on us to go and do stuff together
>Ignore, Crash Twinsanity play sessions it is
>Some even last 8+ hours
>End of year
>Prom like event (Not american)
>We all get formal clothes for the event
>She tries to "entice" me to dance with her
>I refuse and sit down to eat
>"I wanna play Crash Twinsanity", I say to myself
>Prom-like event ends
>Get out of "hall of events"
>She kinda looks sad
>"Anon, can you come here for a second?"
>Looks like a fairy, in a white dress with orange ornaments, I have never seen her like this, she never uses skirts or girly clothes, all while the light of the moon illuminates her sad face with a smile
>Looks like she's about to cry for seconds
>I knew that look, is the type of look adults do to each other before either kissing or confessing something, she wants to go in for the kill
>I respond properly
>"No"
>Go back to house, boot Crash Twinsanity
>Regret everything some time later
>Sweat buckets on the way there
>It was short but It felt like an eternity
>Go to her house (we were kinda neighbours but I was a cave rat so I didn't knew about stuff until later)
>She moved to the center of the country
>Her dad got a 300% times better gig with an actual good salary and medical stuff
>She didn't even told me
>Mom later comes back to town
>tells me she was crying a lot after event
>Probably seeing her daughter suffer like that motivated dad to take the offer in middle of country/capital or something she teorizes
>Feel like a total dickhead and regret life itself
>Boot Crash Twinsanity for 3 months straight daily and basically forget all of this happened
>That was 8 years ago...
>Find her on FB
>She is an 11/10 THICC yet Fit as fuck woman now
>Dresses far mor like a girl with a hint of her old self I can remember, weird combination but is my type of thing still
>Apparently worked as a teen model a couple of years back too
>Days later. She sends me a "hi!" with hearts and lots of emotions in other messages and a friend request which I accepted
>I reply something, no idea what
>I do not reply again
>It's been 6 months since I replied something I can't even remember
So, this is the best server I have played on anons, 11/10 despite the porn and other stuff.