/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>79398241
>yeah, Pillow is on pretty often but i do feel like a lot of times she is just doing her own thing in her ASMR clinic, she is just in there but she's not actually active, i think it's very cute
>i feel like im on a lot too and i feel a little bit annoying that i'm on so much
>but i just-
>i feel like this is a very safe place for me because i am very comfortable here
>and i really wasnt expecting that when i first joined

>the community around VSMP is so cute *giggles* i love you guys
>i hope my POVs are a little bit fun
>i know i tend to stream the latest cause of my timezone
>*starts to say goodbye, a raid comes*
>i guess i'll keep talking

>>any goals for VSMP?
>i want to have a meaningful conversation with every girl, i feel i had one with quite a few girls
>wanna have at least 1 meaningful convo with each girl
>i want do something where people can come and relax and have a good time
>i want to... found an island near Serina that has starfruit
>told her i want to name it Friendship Island
>she said that's exactly like in Final Fantasy
>i'll probably build a little house or something i dont know what i'll do

>hope the server stays alive for a really long time because it means a lot to me honestly
>and i know it means a lot to a lot of the other girls too
>>the sever seems to have awaken something in shy girls, everyone seems so outgoing
>i think that's like a really big thing, a lot of the girls who wouldnt really come out of their shells or really talk to other people are able to do that just because the server is so safe, everyone is so sooo sweet, nothing else matters other than having fun, dragging each other along...
>all of that is very cool

>never in my life i thought i would have been able to be part of something like this
>and i- i've heard a lot of people say:
>>oh Ayu you always going up to people
>and i never thought i've successfully be that person
>im always been the kind of person to TRY to be that but never really like...
>there was always someone who does it better, you know?
>but i feel like for once i am the most... social?
>is that bad to say? i've been told by multiple people that im the most social
>it's so fun hanging out with all the girls
>i feel like i've always been outgoing but there was always someone who was more outgoing so i was always pushed aside if i tried doing that... it's someone else's job kind of vibe
>that's just what happened in the past...
>i think now it's different because i finally found a group of girls i click with very well, which is all the girls in the server

>i want to organise event i just dont know much about minecraft
>wanna do more icebreakers like forcing people into a room for like 5m and they have to get to know each other
>that seems kinda evil... that's like pillowcore *giggles*

>i feel like im very awkward, i feel like im being annoying but i think the server is helping me overcome my fears i think...
>>Ayu became the social doctor of the server
>i dont think it's just me but i like to think at least im successful in that...

>i feel bad whenever i see people by themselves, obviously MC is a game you can totally play by yourself but i just worry that they feel they are not allowed to be included in anything and i know what that feels like ...just being disregarded
>that's why even in caves and on adventures i try to make sure everyone stays together
>and it's such big groups sometimes... and it's really hard to keep track of everyone then
>i know what it feels like to be the first one to die and no one comes back to help you back, you know what i mean?
>so i want to make sure no one feels that way... i guess...
>and hopefully im being successful.. i dont want anyone to ever feel they are being left out...
>i am very thankful for what the server has given me and i want to make sure everyone else gets the same thing
>the same happiness from the server
>im gonna give them a good experience because all the girls have given me that treatment, they all look after me and they made sure that i dont get lost and if i need to be defended they defend me and it's really nice swapping, taking turns, sometimes i'll be the defender, sometimes they'll be the defender you know?
>i want to make sure that everyone has that same kind of introduction

>'cause when i first joined Raki literally helped me find a place you know?
>she took me, she held my hand and she was like, we're gonna go here and then we're gonna go here you know?
>and obviously Raki is my friend from before but maybe some people don't have someone like that
>i wanna do that, i don't think anyone should find a place to live on their own
>i will use all my resources for all the girls, it's okay if im left with nothing
>i already have everything i really wanted, i have a cute base

>waaahh big stretch again
>thank you so much guys for hanging out wah~
>we ate a lot today, let's eat a lot tomorrow~~
>i will see you guys soon, please sleep well okay, bye bye
Ayu's a good bean