/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I used to never watch GFE streamers, but I started watching a small one who recently picked up GFE. I think I've fallen way too far.
She's absurdly parasocial. If she isn't streaming, half the time she's sitting in her discord's VC. I spend an embarrassing amount of time giving her attention. Like every small GFE streamer she's also completely unstable and broke. I've been trying to get a job for a while, but I'd be lying if I said her living situation wasn't motivation to get one so I could give her more money. I just heard back from a company and it seems like I got the gig. My first thought was that now I can't spend as much time with her, and my second was how much should I spend on her per week.
I'm so scared bros. Wtf is happening. My instincts say to take a break but I'd feel so guilty. I don't want to draw attention to myself but her audience is so tiny it'd be obvious if I started whaling or if I wasn't interacting as much.
Watching 2 view GFE is a trap, stick to where you're nameless and mean nothing to her besides a random chat name.

>>51734306
She seemed fine enough physically & mentally as of her last personal apperance that whatever makes her not want to stream must be REALLY bad if she couldn't put herself through the relatively easy cycle of doing a few streams here and there so you can shill your birthday merch (like even Sana did).
My personal theory is she doesn't care about money because whatever illness she has is going to kill her

>>47743546
Depression and burn out hit ame strong huh?

Well, at least Name avoid all this shit by being dead.

Why is there far more schizo among HoloJP fans compared to HoloEN fans ? PekoMiko schizo war, Marineschizo,...
The worst is that there is way less JP fans here but the number of bait (and people who reply to it is far greater)

What are some things you used to assume were normal before you stepped out of the Hololive bubble? For me it was
>Constantly delaying your streams' start time at the last minute
>Having frequent technical issues
>Not announcing anything ahead of time
>Only realizing the game doesn't work after the stream has already started
>Berating the entire fanbase because of one person
>GFE

Why does Cover hate Pekora so much? Just a year ago she would have been the one plastered front and center on all their investor reports. Now they even value the ID poo-eater more than her.

>>45238715
>12k viewers
>2k likes
ahhhh nousagi!!!!

Can't we have threads?

>>42698668
Damn, it could've been a holo sweep...

Would you learn japanese if EN never came out?

>>38291640
At least one of these girls had to like my chrome dome. I'm tired of being made fun of by the other holo EN girls.

>>28900895
Stop being smug.

Why is everyone doomposting Pekora's new ugly monkey thing?

anon is posting her belly on /vt/ again, fucking fat slobs
https://litter.catbox.moe/rq78s1.png

Saplings and Takos are insufferable, I'm leaving

https://www.answers.com/Q/How_do_you_kill_a_rabbit_using_your_penis

>tfw you're a 5'11 manlet because you ate like Ame growing up

>>23333250
>jork
>Japanese or Korean

>>22624364
But anon, I'm not looking for a quick fuck, I only want to find love with a girl as menhera as me.

>>19194794
More canned j-pop
please cover, give her better/varied songwriters. I want to love her music so badly...

>>16877734
>Except Joey...
>Except Connors...
why are you clarifying or explaining them so vehemntly?? are they your pimps? did they dicked you down into submission on subcouncious loyalty?
Have some dignity bitch, those faggots don't deserve to be explained

looks like even more weeks of no singing