/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>19231033
I believe it was all you. The style of the posts was similar, after all. It felt like I was having a conversation with just one person.
My heart has frozen over and it's slowly but surely thawing up. I'm looking into the future again. I'm even somewhat excited as to how things will continue. But I also realize that the era of Rushia is over now and that's something that'll never stop hurting at least a little bit when I think about it. I just wish she had a chance to say goodbye.
I'm sure it won't be the same anymore. This incredible miracle of a fanbase will not happen again. After everything, the spark is probably gone forever. We have to make the best of what's left.
Overall though, I feel mostly the same. I'm pumping hopium and copium into my veins like there's no tomorrow. I want to believe in her to the very, bitter end. After all, if we don't, then who will? It'd be way too sad if nobody was there to support her after everything she's done for us.
Even in the unlikely event that she lied to us, even if she truly betrayed us, I am certain beyond the point of doubt that she will be honest and sincerely apologize. She can't possibly have faked all the beautiful little moments we had together even if I wasn't there for many of them.
I've got her last live on repeat and I'm just blown away by how much effort it must've been. I pray she'll continue in the idol direction, even if just a little bit.

Don't be sorry. That's just how the timeline went. I'm not sure if you're in the bunker with the rest of us, but if you're not: Godspeed to you; I'll see you here or on /jp/ in two years, you glorious bastard.