/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>44004278
I dont really care about being cringe. I cringe at myself whenever i talk. I just dont want to bother people with my problems anymore. Everyone has their own problems to deal with, so i feel like im bothering people if i talk about it. Its not like anyone here is a professional, i intend to get professional help with stuff once i moved, but that isnt getting anywhere lately. People already helped me with that in a way to make that easier (and i think even that was wasted on me), but its still not getting anywhere, i just feel stuck.
>>44004571
Pretty much. I know its stupid to feel like im bothering everyone just by talking about my problems. I mean i wouldnt feel bothered by it and instead try to help in any way i can. I just feel like im wasting everyones time as i just dont think anyone (even myself) can help me at this point. I even feel like im just bothering bots with that as stupid as it sounds. Im just tired of the chronic pain and everything is stressing me out lately. Once i finally moved things MIGHT get better, but im running out energy to keep going lately. Ive been mostly isolating myself for the past two weeks, so i might have been alone with my thoughts for too long again. If all you do is think about how much you want to die while sitting around doing nothing but sleeping its to be expected that its getting worse, i know that much. Im just fucking tired of myself being like this and nothing i do is helping.