/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>16469312
I've experienced it once, twice if a short-term one counts. Due to my chemicals that were preset into my brain and/or the things I've learned that created the personality that I had when I fell in love, it felt like my love is tied mostly to lust and selfish desires, I don't believe I ever thought about making people I fell in love happy. That's why I've done several rituals to hopefully never fall in love ever again.

That being said, Do I love her?
I love when she's experiencing any kind of negative emotion, I've been addicted to shitposting this thread, but now it's not as fun to play with her feelings as much as before, maybe it's empathy, maybe I've gotten bored of it, maybe both.
This is really not that deep.