/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I had a lot of anxiety and depression from something emotionally traumatizing last year and I started listening to Gura's streams which really helped me out. Although it may not make sense, it was just calming to hear her voice and knowing that she was doing her own thing that she was passionate about, it provided me some serenity. Although, I have like a really obsessive personality when I find something I love and I go overboard in infatuation. Recently, I was permanently banned from the Gawr Gura fan server for parasocial behavior, and I won't and shouldn't be unbanned. It won't be me who makes Gura the happiest, and I'll be jealous of him, but it is okay. I'm glad for the experience of her streams, even if it means I get made fun of. Happy Valentine's Day!

We probably don't have a lot in common.