/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I miss this part of IRyS's old design. I wish they could have incorporated it into the new one somehow.

Not sure why but between whatever this thing is, and her painted nails, for some reason it makes her hands look extra feminine/lewd. Then you add the fact that despite her overall design looking like a mature, motherly ara-ara oneesan like Fauna, she has the mind of an aloof, mischievous little brat. The gap moe is too much to handle.

Her design is that of a mature, respectable older sister-type, but at the same time it's like she's in desperate need of correction. You can't leave her alone. It's a different feeling than you get from someone like Fauna who carries a similar-feeling mature/feminine design, but her personality is more balanced, so there's no need to rush or 'correct' anything, she'll take care of it for you because everything is already in equilibrium. There's no overwhelming force being actuated until she speaks in her special ara ara voice. But with IRyS it's like having to constantly look after a dumb, cute, clumsy older sister type who acts like a little sister who will get into trouble if you're not around so you feel like you should keep an eye on her, but at the same time some of the stuff she spouts off or the sounds she makes forces you to suddenly think lewd thoughts about her, and then you're stuck trying to work out whether you should continue protecting her or just give in and pounce on her. It's a strange dynamic.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, if IRyS isn't my oshii, then what is she to me? Anyone else feel this way, maybe not necessarily about IRyS if she's your oshii, but maybe you have this kind of (one-sided) relationship with another chuuba that could have been your oshii in another timeline?

Sorry for the tl;dr, not even sure where I'm going with this lol but it just dawned on me that I lust over IRyS more than my own oshii. But I'm not ready to call her my oshii just yet.