/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

It's been officially over half a year since the beginning of the end. I'm still not over it. Every day, it hurts. I don't know if I'm an anti now. I know I'm not a gachi. I know I'm neither a nekofami nor a lollipop, though I want to believe that I at least once was a fandead.
I was robbed of the happiness I thought was a given forever. I was robbed of the community I thought was my place to belong. And I don't even have anything to soften the blow. No one is at fault individually. You can't even name any names in Cover to pin it on if you were so inclined. There's just no closure. There's never going to be. All there was is vagueposting. There are so many layers of mikeneko member gating, yet she's gone ahead and made her own hell.