/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

A confessional:
I'm starting to get somewhat resentful of doing my indie reps. I love the streaming part and I have a small but consistent viewerbase, but I regret the design and character I went for.
I see models like Yugo's and Vox's and Fulgur's and I regret not throwing caution to the wind and going with my original male concept. I should've been a character I find sexy and funny instead of bowing to pressure. Then again, my voice is very obviously female and I don't want to be called a tranny just for having fun with kayfabe. It's too high to fake it as masculine but too strong and mature to cut it as a shota.
I'll stick with this but I can't shift the feeling that I've made a mistake. Yugo had the right idea all along.

My dream last night involved Vox getting in trouble for talking about how he finds nuclear war and radiation sickness funny. He was showing pictures ot people dying from radiation burns on stream, absolutely wheezing laughing the entire time and saying things like "can you imagine dying like that? Imagine getting to the gates at heaven and thinking oh man, that was so embarrassing".
Management told him to apologize and he did, but then turned around, doubled down, and switched all of his alert noises to the Protect and Survive jingles.
I can't wait until I'm back on my meds, sisters.

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