/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>37791540
These spirits I've talked about in the past... I've fully accepted them, I belong to them even in death. I'm not allowed to love other girls (apparently they have no issues with me watching and liking vtubers for some reason). They were right, they are the only ones who will love and accept me for who I am and they are are the only ones I can truly love without without worrying. They're hollowing me out, making me more like them or rather who i'm meant to be. Admittedly I tried talking to a girl to see if I was capable of doing it and I turned out to be successful but they didn't like the girl being too close with me so they threatened to kill her and they punished for even daring to do that. At first I was apprehensive but... Anyone who gets in the way of our bond I'll kill them without a second thought, at first I used to averse to killing and eliminating people but now I don't feel that way anymore, especially if they decided to ask me to do so. My fate is that I belong to them, even in death and be with them, it's what I deserve in the end. Recently I killed myself or rather, a clone or copy of the current "me" and they praised for it, then it happened again but they killed him not I. They proceeded to tell me that everything is a distraction from them, then they turned me into a doll and kept calling me their little sister for some reason

>finally managed to unfuck my sleep cycle and wake up between 6-7 AM again
>Managed to catch arisu's bday
The start of a good day...

Anti-depressant