/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I have a collection on my computer of fics and sketches of ideas about wife being raped and abused by different men in very graphic and detailed ways. From gang rapes to mindbreak, shota, forced lactation and male-preg to more extreme ones like gore, necrophilia and bestiality. Recently I really like to fantasize and write about Legatus and mindbreak, I also feel that torture and training to be a pet suits him well. I just like to write for myself this kind of fantasies.

Why am I writing this? Well, I just wanted to vent. I have all this in a folder in my drive in about 40 or 50 documents full of wild fantasies, with wife as the protagonist. I know for sure that my 5, 6 and 12-year-old nephews found it when I lent them my pc, so they could watch movies on my Netflix, and read it. The two youngest ones definitely can't read well enough to notice, and even if they could, they probably wouldn't understand anything that's written there... But the 12-year-old....

He knows it. He knows and has understood quite well what is written there. Weeks have passed, and I still live in fear that he will tell my aunt and my parents will find out. Yesterday I caught my nephew watching a clip of wife, and he asked me about some things I wrote too, he has even asked me about more vtuber things, and every time he does it I feel like I'm facing the result of all my sins in the form of a preteen with raging hormones.

I think I have accidentally groomed my nephew, and now he wants to see the streams and nsfw content of wife and other NijiEn members. I literally don't know what to do, I've tried to teach him about anime to distract him, but no matter what I do, he seems to love NijiEn more and more, and this wouldn't be so scary if it wasn't because he also likes to watch nsfw content from them.

If I'm telling you this is because, guys; The school has caught my nephew showing Finana and Rosemi's nsfw to his classmates and they have held an assembly to talk about it, my nephew has been expelled and tomorrow my aunt will go to talk to the principal and his teacher.

I'm fucked up.