/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

This is just how things are now. I just need to get used to it...

>>54981683
We'll see, I guess.

I want to make brownies, but I don't know which recipe to use.

man....

Gura please...

>watch holos play gacha games
>try it out just for fun
>get really into it
>start spending big bucks during collabs and pulling for every banner in multiple games
>started allocating my salary each month for gacha games and budgeting how much to spend on each game
what went wrong
these kinds of advertising should be illegal

>>49960909
Gura doesn't exist anymore. The woman everyone fell in love with is gone.

>>49547679
Gura gave me back my will to live, and now she's gone.. my will to live will follow soon..

>>47863961
Why are you being mean to her in your dreams?

I'm starting to forget what it's like to have an oshi that actually makes her fans feel cared about.

She hates me

>>47150235

It's so funny that Mumei is streaming through a fever and Gura is refusing to stream through a sunburn she got last weekend.

>>46078700
home...

>>44150522
NTA but i don't want what happened to Pikamee to happen to Gura. And there's like no way to keep her safe...

>>43627996
I'm not falseflagging. I'm just being honest with how I feel. And yea I'm trying my best and have mostly held up but just kinda had a rough day today and it hit me how much I miss her and her strange power to instantly brighten my day.
I'm not gonna post more about it cause I don't want to look too menhera and like I said I'm aware it's selfish of me cause I know she's doing something right now she's always wanted to.

>>43176708
it's late, i'm bored and lonely.

>>42482405
not once I start chatting they're not. I just seem to bring out meanness in people. I turn nice friendly kind hearted people into vicious cruel cunts as soon as they see me.

I'm so fucking lonely. If I was in jail, I wouldn't be lonely. Might get ass raped by bubba every day, but at least I'll get cuddles at night. And there's no Gura streams that I'd miss because she doesn't stream. Can't even enjoy my japanese curry tonight, because it just reminds me of friends i've lost.

I miss her karaoke. I really really really really really like her karaoke.

Stop picking on my daughterwife, she tries her best.

Can we like change the subject. Starting to get legitimately shitty that I missed out. Dying alone wasn't enough suffering for god to give me, also had to make me miss the merch.

>>40109170
i'm starting to struggle too a bit. I been pretty busy, plenty of reps to do and all that, but she's such a part of my life. She is sorely missed.

>>40017719
>To dream that people or objects are disappearing right before your eyes suggests that you have fears or concerns about the idea that those close to you could vanish. You may not believe that you are worthy of others' love or that you cannot count on them.
Naruhodo...
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