/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Lately I’ve been feeling so bummed out. Like ever since starkore stopped and more unfortunate changes have happened, I fear that one day when I wake up that there will be an announcement that the entire JP branch will be wiped or only my oshi will graduate. Before he joined, his living conditions were absolute shit and he accepted about hiding his love for Touhou because of the environment he was around where he used to work. I fear that he might go back to that lifestyle once he goes. I want to take a break so I can get these thoughts out of my head, but right now I feel like he needs support more than ever and I feel like taking a break now is bad. But these thoughts come back in my mind whenever I watch him now, so this mental cycle repeats