/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

People are going to think I'm false flagging or larping but I'm unironically not

Laila has been the only thing I've got enjoyment from for nearly 6 years now. I ONLY WATCH LAILA , how easily wactor fuckup is forgotten has been triggering as fuck to me because I'm love for Eileen.
Every morning i wake up to check /vt/ and sweat as i go through the catalog hoping there isn't another wactor general. When I created the Laila dox thread and it went to page 10 i punched a wall
I got OCD which triggers anxiety and depression and now because Laila is the only thing I care about my OCD makes me do stuff that relates to Laila and her gang
Again I'm not larping at all. Honestly I wish i was. I don't know what to do but its ruining me. I can't even go to see a psychologist because it's all just too expensive.

I mentioned this when Laila got fired but she had said it was going to take her 6 months to get payment from superchats so in the meantime she would have to live sparingly. This was during her subnautica stream which appears to be unarchived so I'm sorry I can't link it, but it happened when she was thanking people for the superchats.
My assumption back then was she got fired for leaking this, but it appears she instead got fired for having to do a 2nd job for cash. Fuck WACTOR. I loved Laila. I hope she finds work with Nijisanji, Hololive, or one of the other decent corpos.

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Wactor Laila...