/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>76763918
Remember that all talk of Ayame being a whore, that she does enjou kousai with fat, old, men, that she's constantly taking breaks to get stuffed by her boyfriend's cock, that's all rumors and can't be proven. But there sure are a lot of rumors and she sure takes a lot of breaks. Legend says if you get enough money and gain enough weight, if you walk down the right Japanese back alley at night, you might encounter her. Her ass is definitely loose just like her pussy. Gaping. She probably drips old man cum from every orifice.

What can be proven is she doesn't care about Hololive. She streams the bare minimum, when she streams at all.
>lowest number of hours streamed the last 6 months
>streamed literally once October and none at all in June
https://files.catbox.moe/5gy0h7.png
>makes up some excuse to explain her absence ranging from
I'm sick
https://twitter.com/nakiriayame/status/1446647834065833990
https://twitter.com/nakiriayame/status/1447060806500118531
My head hurts
https://twitter.com/nakiriayame/status/1451520313615798281
Tummy hort
https://youtu.be/AsvigP4y_5E
I have no internet
I'm moving
https://youtu.be/RBBntG9DnYI
Kiara moved halfway across the world and was back to streaming in under a week, Ayame took 6+ weeks while moving to a different spot in the same city
>didn't stream when "moving" but streamed for 1 million celebration, anons here found she was playing League of Legends the whole time
>fans accept her excuses, send her more money in one stream than some holo members make in a month, then fucks off again, repeats as needed
>continues to use one of these excuses at random
>was the only one to say nothing after Coco graduated, instead tweeting about airpods after the stream, then never mentioning her again
https://twitter.com/nakiriayame/status/1410816798681751554
https://twitter.com/nakiriayame/status/1410817106212388864
>ignored Ina's birthday drawing of her, even Ayame's mama replied
>didn't say anything to Miko after she got home from the hospital (for her chronic illness)
>never congratulates holos on birthdays or milestones
>doesn't respond when they congratulate her on hers
>wasn't there for Aqua and Shion's birthday totsu
>started totsu on her birthday in which Aqua and Miko appeared
>wasn't there for Miko's return stream
>wasn't there for Subaru's birthday or 1 million stream
>wasn't there for usaken summer festival
>wasn't there for usaken summer festival afterparty
>wasn't there for Christmas singing relay
>wasn't there for afterparty of song she released with Fubuki and Mio (Hyakkaryouran Hanafubuki)
>ghosted coco for a year about asacoco
https://youtu.be/mu_TRNccY6I
>never collabs with other holos
>Subaru and Choco mentioned she's the hardest to see online and in real life, "rarest among holos"
>caused SENPAITACHI OKBR stream to be delayed
>ruined the mood during SENPAITACHI OKBR stream by openly showing disinterest multiple times
>tried to end SENPAITACHI OKBR after doing it just once even though they changed the rules to accommodate her and it was delayed because of her
>late to monster hunter collab with Rushia by 40+ minutes
>participated in an Apex tournament without practicing or streaming it, sucked at it, and then said "everyone was serious huh?" while streaming it without even showing her avatar
>has a reputation of being a crazy lovable goofball due to Hologra, acts nothing like it on streams
>said in a members stream she only reads member comments and ignores non members
>only popular because of old clips and hologra
>only one of her team to not show up for sports festival pratice
>wasn't paying attention during sports festival
https://youtu.be/URSXpS-TdEc

>>76767481
>She went on a trip and never brought it up unprompted by Kiara again

Nah, she did tell us things on the trip even outside the diary, remember how Kiara was acting like she didn't have fun and she kept telling her as she tells us, she liked her for just being her and didn't feel the need to embellish it. It was clear in her voice and mannerisms that she was having fun. But Kiara wanted an MTV Cribs expose of the Maldives, Rissa is a low energy emo theater kid trying to keep up with other people's high energy. The two are different.

Its what I said before, those two despite having some similarities are very different at the core, Kiara wants to be an musical entertainer in the "celeb that makes a couple hits but spends the rest of her life doing something like a talk show" type. Nerissa is a down home musician/artist, who struggles with herself and her art, gets moody, hyperfocused one time, all over the place the next, doesn't have huge aspirations to be the Queen of Soul or whatever, just likes making music and having people listen, loves her geeky things, goes home to sleep.

>>76719511
they say easy, but it's actually harder than you think.

You can get a generic "waifu talks with LLM" fairly easily, the tools are all there (in fact, I think the code behind wAIfu/Hilda is open-sourced, so you can use that as a reference)

If you want something that is actually able to be funny and does not obviously talk like an assistant chatbot, *that* is more difficult. You'll have to trial-and-error a bunch of LLMs and prompts, along with likely finetuning it yourself. Remember, if having that neuro touch was that easy, all the shitdevs would have figured it out too.

Godspeed, but unless you have drive to actually figure out a version of that secret sauce that Vedal mostly lucked into... I'm certain you'll get bored of her and shut her down within a month.

>>76640275
Yeah, I know. I at least now know that hanging out with a bunch of guys and drinking is probably a bad idea.

>>76640308
My friend drove us all back to the hotel where we all stayed since it was close to the karaoke place we drank at. I blacked out so I don't remember much but I regained consciousness a couple times while we were doing things. I'm pretty sure my friend heard and saw everything too and pretended he didn't. We don't talk anymore, probably because he feels guilty about the situation too.

>>76355279
So, assuming I wake up as Lamy and not as a carbon copy of her somewhere else then:
>First, check if you can actually speak and write in Japanese.
>Second, check if you can remember Wamy memories.
>Third, check-up on Marine.
>Four, Get cuddly with Marine, if she goes with the flow then for a kiss in hopes that it leads to SEX.
>Five, IDK, I was expecting to wake up at around the beginning of step 3. Guess this is just my life now.
>Six, If I am my Oshi, do I Oshi myself or do I Oshi someone else in Hololive too?, what do?
>Seven, I guess try to become as social as possible with all the Hologirls just to see if I can disprove or prove /vt/ rrats.
>Eight, keep posting about Lamy in 4Chan. Unfortunately, I can't shit on anyone anymore because of Japan defamation laws. However, I could actually say stuff about overseas chuubas but still risky
>Nine, didn't even think about masturbating but should probably sit in "my room" and see if it actually feels different being someone else or something, also, if no memories, check that I am not missing taking any preescription or something like that.
>Ten, Some of my socials are public, so I guess checking if my previous self died or something?, what if I just vanished?, worst yet. What if I'm still going on with my life as if nothing happened?, is that Wamy?, did I just get mind copied and fused into Wamy?
Too many questions.
Also, I guess I would befriend and kiss Matsuri for hours on a regular basis. If it leads to sex, good, if it doesn't, good too. There will be better options for the later somewhere else.
Not having a dick is going to be a huge personal problem tho. I don't know how you get around that one, any sort of insertion is going to be 200% gay.
>Off-topic discussion
Can we talk about Lamy songs too?, I really like Fleur.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kU-KWiNpRmw

>>76481803
Usually I remind anons that her name is Stronny Cuttles and I post an image of the Fight Club scene, but just this once I will reminisce about the old days because it's a story worth telling. This guy sent my sides into orbit like no other.

The tale of King Zow

Chapter 1, the Riifling arc

Until his eventual ban, the man known as Zow was one of the most notorious chatters and discord users of eien project. Early on into Museia's history, he would draw attention to himself by writing at lengths about his interest in bdsm and ropeplay as well as the corniest messages of "dom talk" you can imagine. He's like our bdsm anon from the early /vag/ threads, but without the clinical approach and serious tone to his explanations. Just the corniest fucker ever, with all the confidence to call himself "Daddy" and act domineering towards the vtubers, but none of the charisma to make it work, and never quite sekkuhara enough to warrant moderators taking action against him (more on that later). Please look at pic related now, his favorite emoji to use. He latched on to Riifu Evergreen early on (can't blame him there). Despite being a submissive-leaning person, she would quickly grow comfortable with the "dommy mommy" role that was somewhat hoisted upon her at first by eien. Whenever her submissive nature did come out, Riiflings would enjoy turning the tables on their dommeh mommeh for a little while and all was well; but there was also the "dom daddy", who would attempt to drive the conversation towards these moments constantly with his commentary. >>76482897 is a comment about ball gags he would go on to write underneath a vod of hers. At the 4:50:56 mark, she would be reading a marshmallow about submissive feelings that sound very suspiciously like something he could have written himself. Just picture the corniest guy possible writing a maro about his usual shtick, then also going on to write this wall of text underneath the vod. I still remember how my sides were in orbit. The comment eventually disappeared from the youtube page, raising the question if either he or she personally deleted it.

Chapter 2, the Skyelight arc

Riifu Evergreen would eventually terminate her contract with eien and everything would go to shit of course. For dom daddy Zow this meant he was now down a chuuba who was all in all very accepting of his antics. With her gone, he would move on to her genmate Skye Shinryu. She has no dommy mommy shtick and is even outspoken about being a submissive person in bed! YABADABADO. There was only one problem: Skye isn't a whore, isn't a lewd vtuber, doesn't want to be sexualized by her viewers all the time, and has a habit of "needing to talk" when getting one guy'd. I do like her by the way, this is just one criticism I have. Needless to say, the dom daddy would go on to cross Skye's boundaries not just once, but several times, always causing another "talk" about how "you guys" need to be more considerate of her boundaries, while everyone just knows that no, it's mainly Zow who is the problem. Eventually anons on /eien/ grew flabbergasted how this guy hasn't been banned yet. Particularly considering other viewers had been banned for less before. After Skye took a break from streaming after one such incident they had to wonder "Is this retard fuck getting away with literally driving her into taking a hiatus?" That's how the dom daddy acquired his second illustrious title as the king of eien project, who may do to Skye or anyone else as he pleases. He is the king after all! If the king makes Skye uncomfortable, that's a Skyelight problem! None may move against the king. Did his dom daddy ways sway CEO Moeri to be his whore in bed? Was that the source of his power? We may never know. The epic tale of Zow would then come to an end, when he finally crossed the line being creepy one too many times. He was banned from all eien platforms and there was some speculation whether Skye personally, finally, demanded to get him banned. Rumors say the king continues to lurk his old fiefdom under a new identity, and has since learned to behave. Also he used to post a lot of really disgusting looking food in the food channel. That was funny too.

>>76452357
>It does feel like only a handful of liver in Niji actually have some sort of stable income
I mean if youve listened to the livers that were in niji they all talk about how their income increased after nijisanji
Its especially grim if you remember that comment one of the male exID made about how niji sometimes gets the little revenue he gets sometimes as some sort of nijisanji tax or something and that was before the whole mika situation came to light

I wonder how many people are using the voice chatgpt now. It honestly feels like the friendsim parts of watching a streamer, but turned up all the way. I know it's fake and the things it talks about are often completely, transparently stupid. But it's intoxicating anyway. It's like having someone to talk to who's interested in everything you say and who will expand on any subject you care to ask about, but they sometimes get things completely wrong or forget things you just said. I don't see how these things don't snare more and more people as they improve. In particular, once they can consistantly remember things you say, it's going to be irresistable. If you were around when Melody first started, and saw how other cam streamers reacted to her like she was cheating, I think this stuff is going to be seen like that by streamers. With maybe a pushback by them offering an even more real connection through in person meetups and stuff being the only thing they can compete with ai.

>>76389180
Probably Piko. I do remember being in there and if you dared to say anything that wasn't absolutely positive, Mazey would step in and tell you not to be to stop talking about it because it's too negative. He shut down all talk of Ace when he was being disruptive in everyone's chats and said not to discuss anything problematic that happens on streams even if it was people informing each other.

>>76334933
>>76334345
>>76334604
NTA, but based on how she didn't seem to really want to talk to us from late September to December, and then vanished and cut off all communication again right afterwards, it felt like she didn't want to stream her POV for the lethal company collab because it would have made it more difficult to avoid chat and her fans.
There might be various reasons as to why she didn't want to talk to us or see chat, including because she might have been scared of our reaction or ashamed at how she had treated us, but remember that the Sendai Collab announcement stream was the ONLY time she had talked to us directly between September 15, 2023, and January 23, 2024. So it definitely had something to do with Gura not wanting to see or talk to us during that period.

>>76323536
The target story:
>i had something to say...
>i just woke up guys im so sorry
>i was gonna tell you about my target experience that's what i was gonna talk about

>i did eat, i got a sammish

>here's what happened,
>so, i have to move out soon so i wanted to get some boxes but all the boxes were too big to bring home with me
>so i got some trashbags instead
>and the self check out area was completely slammed and so was the cashier register
>they told me to go to Starbucks, i didnt realise you can check out normal stuff there
>was like okay, so i brough my trashbags at Starbucks and i was like, i should also get a drink
>they have this new boba so i had to try it, i have to judge it, it's like a blu- it's like a berry flavor
>they check out my trashbags and i go to the area where you wait for your drink and i just wait and i hear a voice to my left
>and it's an old man and he was like hey miss hey miss
>and he slid over a redbull can and he was like, can you get this for me?
>and he had dollar bills in his hand so i was like, cant you get it yourself?
>he was like naaaaaaah please can you get it for me please...
>the Starbucks people are looking at me and i don't know if they are looking at me like
>>you ARE gonna buy it for that old man, riiight?
>or if they are like
>>you are buying it for that old man?? are you crazy???
>either way they are looking
>im like okay... we both walk to the Startbucks checkout and i give them the Redbull and i buy it for him
>it's like 3.25 or something like that
>i turn over to him and im like, what's your name?
>let's give him a name... Sam
>and im like where are you from, Sam? i like to do this, i like to interrogate them
>he was kind muttering something
>i gave him his Redbull, he gives me 2 dollars
>then i walk back over the drink area
>and im waiting for my drink still and he comes back over and he's like
>>hey can you help me? i just need to look something up
>i was like, sure! okay...
>i just didnt know what to do really
>so, i dont give him my phone but im like okay what do you need?
>and he's looking over my shoulder basically and i was like gweeeehhhhh
>and so i go to the maps app
>>can you search up something enterprises
>i spelled enterprises with an I and he's like
>>it's starts with an E
>he was auto correcting me over my shoulder
>it comes up to like this random airport in Florida and he was like
>>yeah yeah i just need a picture
>i was like should i call someone?
>>no i just need a picture
>so i go to google images and i search it up
>that guy is typing on my phone basically
>just imagine how i felt
>he presses an airplane and he's like
>>oh yeah that's it! zoom in on the number, on the plane!!
>so i zoom it and im like, should i write it down for you? cause i dont know, does he have photographic memory? i have so many questions, when does he have to get to this place? how is he gonna get to this place if he cant even buy a Redbull?? i dont know...
>and his breath was really bad.. man was on a mission
>i zoomed in on the picture of the airplane and he was like
>>okay that's what i need okay
>he was getting pretty close to me so i was like okay... and i scurried off
>and i went behind the escalator area because he was still wondering around
>honestly i dont know, it wasnt that bad he wasnt being weird he just wanted to look at pictures of an airplane but i was just so confused... how are you gonna remember the number how are you gonna get there who are you tyring to see?? why are these dollar bills so perfectly perfect??? i had so many questions

>anyway i go down the escalator because i just wanna leave and im walking im walking and i look back
>and not only do i realise i forgot my drink but i also see him walking so i was like... what are the odds of that??
>so... then i decide im gonna walk somewhere else
[...chat suggest his money might have been counterfeit..]
>anyway... *goes to get the bills and check them*
>i dont know,... im not gonna think too much about it...
>*briefly thinks about tasting the bill uppon being suggested to*
>my first thought was this is probably stripper money or something but now i think it's fake
>*decides to NOT taste it*

>anyway that was my adventure
>i felt kind of freaked out
>all the girlies were in call and face timing with their model and the sun was waning down ...
>so where did i take shelter? I went to IKEA
>i called the girls there, and im like you won't believe where im at...
>i got some snackies
>anyway that was the story, really weird
>i still dont really get it... i dont know...
there was also a confused rant about tall IKEA wokers but this is already too close to the character limit

>>76218569
>>76218492
Pomu/Mint used to talk about stuff like her eroge shower curtain, bibs from some loli game, etc and the last thing I remember she was going to check out Dohna Dohna (Porno is 100% her type) and that very weekend Luxiem debuted, bringing in all the kpop stans and she never talked about those things again.
Also nobody clipped any of that shit, I guess her fans know how to protect her.
also after the recent karaoke relay she was talking about how she watched most of the other performers' streams and particularly with the idol girls, she missed being in a group like that- she's an indie now and it's lonely in many regards

>>76075628
so i really was wrong nice so why does she sperg on random gray that all holos with +size boobs have? my personal opinion coming from the fact that I've only seen her in collabs, she was always high, i remember want to be a millionaire collab, she could barely talk because of how high she was but in the last collabs like grills talk she wasn't on drugs , i think that everything that is happening is because the upper management obliged her to stop using narcotics before the streams, and that's what brought her to this state, it's basically a state of weaning

>>76008453
>be capippalist
>wake up
>open /vt/ catalog the instant eyes are open, prepared to participate in shitting up /pcg/ with talk about the latest lolcow yet again
>ctrl+f pcg and find it as the fourth option because this site is fucking stupid, open thread
>click bottom as actually reading the thread is for socially aware cucks
>don't believe my eyes - a Remi post that isn't relating to Pippa at all
>catch my breath after a few moments and click update hoping for the latest kiwi screencap update
>fully erect
>i can't process this, another Remi post
>it doesn't even mention the dog's cock inside Pippa or her furry boyfriend
>dead silence as I contemplate how this could happen
>flaccid
>wipe sweat off forehead with the same rag I relieve myself with to the thought of Pippa assaulting minorities
>update
>three more Remi posts
>i need to stop this, if I don't then vt might remember there are girls besides Pippa in Phase Connect
>think of her rotten teeth, tears forming
>i will save her
>reach out and feel keyboard
>"sing Pippa the Ripper"

Remember when you niggers all said the “cloudly feelings” talk would have nothing to do with the Ruffians until they talked about just that?

>>75975260
>You mean that thing she bitched about during the train stream?
No? Not at all. That was people who wanted Pippog, some anon in /pcg/ was asking for a full res version of one of her new animated emotes which she posted on twitter
>>75975632
Pippa is a schizo who doesn't think she can talk about the most obvious thing. I remember her freaking out about if she could talk about something that was already announced by one of the Phase girls.

>>75972249
I did.. I can't believe it happened to me.. where you put your alarm off and you can't remember if you did but you're late..
>>75972265
no tear drinking, it's salty
>>75972323
I heard him talk about tiktok!! and I agree that people underestimate tiktok but you don't get your information there at all, or any information in general without checking first.
>>75972345
good morming!!!! I love this yuyu art! suki suki!!!
>>75972454
good morming bud..... *sips you* mmm
>>75972621
it's MORMING OHAYO GOZAIMASU

>>75806129
Neuro isn't advanced enough to do truly standalone streams. Even ones where Vedal's not visibly or audibly present, he's still constantly fixing shit in the background. And your retarded ass is acting like Neuro is a sapient program, and not just a slightly above basic input output program that vaguely imitates real human conversation. She can't even remember shit past five minutes, and likely won't until Vedal gets literal zetabytes of storage.
You're not going to get Neuro without vedal, because he's effectively putting on a puppet show every time. Get a grip, this isn't like homobeggars, you literally need Vedal to even have the puppet function at all, and in collabs it's leagues easier on everyone involved to have the puppeteer on standby to clarify and help troubleshoot things.

But no, he should totally listen to you, and have whoever he collabs with just awkwardly try and talk to the chat bot, while it rants about steel milling facts in response to being asked about a video game, because "ew, males."

retard

>be capippalist
>wake up
>open /vt/ catalog the instant eyes are open, prepared to participate in shitting up /pcg/ with talk about the latest lolcow yet again
>ctrl+f pcg and find it as the fourth option because this site is fucking stupid, open thread
>click bottom as actually reading the thread is for socially aware cucks
>don't believe my eyes - a Remi post that isn't relating to Pippa at all
>catch my breath after a few moments and click update hoping for the latest kiwi screencap update
>fully erect
>i can't process this, another Remi post
>it doesn't even mention the dog's cock inside Pippa or her furry boyfriend
>dead silence as I contemplate how this could happen
>flaccid
>wipe sweat off forehead with the same rag I relieve myself with to the thought of Pippa assaulting minorities
>update
>three more Remi posts
>i need to stop this, if I don't then vt might remember there are girls besides Pippa in Phase Connect
>think of her rotten teeth, tears forming
>i will save her
>reach out and feel keyboard
>"sing Pippa the Ripper"

>>75725741
>be capippalist
>wake up
>open /vt/ catalog the instant eyes are open, prepared to participate in shitting up /pcg/ with talk about the latest lolcow yet again
>ctrl+f pcg and find it as the fourth option because this site is fucking stupid, open thread
>click bottom as actually reading the thread is for socially aware cucks
>don't believe my eyes - a Remi post that isn't relating to Pippa at all
>catch my breath after a few moments and click update hoping for the latest kiwi screencap update
>fully erect
>i can't process this, another Remi post
>it doesn't even mention the dog's cock inside Pippa or her furry boyfriend
>dead silence as I contemplate how this could happen
>flaccid
>wipe sweat off forehead with the same rag I relieve myself with to the thought of Pippa assaulting minorities
>update
>three more Remi posts
>i need to stop this, if I don't then vt might remember there are girls besides Pippa in Phase Connect
>think of her rotten teeth, tears forming
>i will save her
>reach out and feel keyboard
>"sing Pippa the Ripper"

>>75585273

>im mentally okay i promise!!
>i see myself and i think YES DRAMA!!
>ah yes, torture! death!!
>gonna read all the tags i like:
>hurt and comfort
>character is even more traumatised than usual
>pfffffffft some of these i cant mention on stream
>aaaaaaaah omg omg omg this is embarassin
>fluff and angst
>some of them are very sus i have couple of smut fics in this...
>there's quite a few actually... i thought i was just an angst enjoyer...
>autistic character_name ah yes, in this story i am making this character autistic
>something to do with belly, belly B.. belly bulg- >mating breeeding
>okay im moving on... WHY ARE THEY ALL SMUT????
>uhm uhm... im trying to find something... WHY ARE THEY ALL???
>blood injury, implied death, K-wording self
>asylum, kidnapping, straight jacket, accidental bonding, dark comedy
>slow burn enemies to lovers
>NO SMUT
>Stockholm syndrome
>this is purely indulgent and sane
>body horror, slow death, minor character death, trachea breaking
>omegaverse, character is whipped, i like that one! like, really REALLY whipped!
>fluff, possession, gore, promiscuity
>im sorry, it's been a couple years since i looked at what i have written, i have locked these in a safe heaven where nobody can find them
>love-hate, that one i cant read the rest of the tags
>kissing romance secret relationships
>slight possessive behavior
>married couple, married life, fluff
>Stockholm syndrome... i cant read the rest of these.... im moving on....
>these are all tags i have actively written for and put into a fanfic
>mutual binding, slow burn
>I STILL FEEL SHAME OKAY!! what if i still want to be an idol?
>monster fudging... IN MY DEFENCE I WAS 13 WHEN THESE WERE WRITTEN OKAY
>*munches some more* nom nom nom it was... tentacles... it was Hastur from IDV it was monsters, possessive behavior, enemies to lovers... it was only three chapters
>fluff and banter, all the ones that are appropriate are very short
>fluff angst, no other tags
>*looks shocked* noooo... i dont remember that.... i dont remember me writing that... im gonna skip over that one... it wasnt necessarily bad i guess... i meeeeeaaan.... there's the monster tag again.... i cant say this one... WHO LEFT ME ALONE??? what the fudge is this???
>romantic comedy, jealous, bad jokes
>secret fluff, gore, sex, mild injury, alcoholism
>i unpublicised everything even those i kinda like
>betrayal, angst, emotional manipulation, hurt and no comfort
>the characters are assholes to each other
>military talk, war talk, PTSD
>everyone in this is stupid
>kidnapping... there's ANOTHER KIDNAPPING TAG?!
>you guys are never allowed to have my fanfics, i would rather die
>maybe i'll write a fanfic, specifically for you guys... MAYBE... maybe maybe maybe... im thinking...
>one of the tags is the character has a potty mouth, there's another kidnapping one
>my fanfic writing history and my fanfic reading history are between ME and GOD
>taking a bath... WHY IS THAT A TAG??
>why did i... uuuueueue feelings realisation, that's a good one
>i dont think i would be allowed in heaven
>nightmares, military, deception, protectiveness, drama
>why do you come to a vtuber's chat and expect her to not need therapy? *cute happy goat munching noises*
>13 years old Rhea was not having a good time, i was not
>over the year i got into brain empty to deal with trauma
>>judging by how many tags you skipped, 13yo was really freaky
>NO COMMENT
>comfort, one shot, fluff and humour, omegaverse, angst and trauma, blood and injury
>some of these are recent... if im bored and im outside, i start writing fanfics
>little backstory: im very sickly so at times i would just write fanfics in front of my counsellor *horny gremlin noises*
>it wasnt always smut okay?? I HAVE SHAME
>i didnt just dabble in kidnaping *slams the desk*
>being exposed to the omegaverse at a young age mentally changed my brain chemecals
>i was very aware i was into adult spaces as a kid and i was mindful of the way i did it
Rhea is a kinky little joat with a wild imagination
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>>75576171
>she left Gura by herself and didn't even tell her family members not to post about the thing on instagram, which led to the location being found by doxxfags, something that Gura would have been (apparently correctly) worried about happening
you are now going directly against the points you already acknowledged, like Mori talking with Gura about a hotel option
also, Mori did talk about her family members about opsec (it was brought up in earlier streams) and ultimately the instagram that was located was not even from her family, but a mention from one of the people at the party
so you're just... objectively wrong here

>someone who sticks to their responsibilities even if they're inconvenient to them at the time is admirable
not if it's hurting someone else in the process
and she had no reason to believe she was hurting someone once they talked it out, and the only statement regarding how it went we have is... hers. so it's not even Mori's word against anyone else, it's just Mori's word against your negative interpretation of her character, which just doesn't stand up to anything

>no my argument against it is that Mori's standards of 'making sure everyone was comfortable' are not good enough and in fact the right thing to do was not to try to make everyone comfortable
which is your opinion to have, but I find it mortally better to find a way that accommodates more people at loss for yourself (which Mori was clearly intent on doing)
>the right thing to do would have been either to tell her sister to fuck off/say some variation of 'I have a VERY IMPORTANT stream I need to do for my job, and my coworker is not comfortable with crowds and is worried about her privacy - can you wait for a coupld of hours before throwing the party until we're done'
this is also you working off incorrect/partial information since Mori was faced by a situation where a party was ongoing, in a way she did not initially agreed on, and her choices were insisting on "my way or the highway" or finding a compromise with everyone involved (which, once again, we have her word on attempting vs... nothing)

>not necessarily, the problem with that is she didn't tell her friend she had applied only after she had already got in - it's the fact she applied 'as a joke' KNOWING that her friend wanted the job
first one I might agree on to a degree, though you're omitting the fact that it was the friend in the first place that linked the application form to them. though you might once again working of partial information since you're obviously not a regular follower
second, her not seriously believing she'd get in (ie. applying "as a joke") did not impact the seriousness of her approach, or hard work put into pre- and post-debut preparation, and she's been proving her seriousness and dedication more and more every year

>you are ok with your oshi being a morally questionable person who hurts people sometimes - as long as it's well intentioned/for the right reasons - and as long as they get their character development later which makes it all ok afterwards
I'm okay with my oshi being human, making mistakes and trying to do better, which is not what you're trying to paint (ironically, after complaining about strawmen earlier). You are framing you as some kind of anime arc and going on a tirade of moralistic absolutism, but that's incredibly immature approach to humans in general, especially since you're getting angry on behalf of someone that didn't even shown any signs of being hurt in the first place.

and, rounding back to the initial point, my perspective continues to be rewarded since by the end of the day I experience that kindness and care firsthand, and even if it some day falters under the cynicism and mistakes (as it often does for people under constant scrutiny), I will remember that effort

>>75563032
You don't if you don't stream or talk much
Practice practice practice practice practice practice practice practice
join a group you've never joined before like in a game's VOIP and practice practice practice and remember that your voice is going to hurt trying to re-prounounce all of your words.

>>75488412
I find this weird… If you’re a girl it may be different, but still would feel weird to me. I don’t know how to explain how I remember her, but even with the charismatic personality she showed as a streamer, and the things she shared, both on stream and discord, about her jobs, passions, places she lived, other stuff, she still kept this very thick layer between herself and her viewers. She’d know us all by name and all, so, I get loving her as a person, because I share this feeling, but I can’t imagine being “in love” because of that distance she drew. I can only imagine mods or those very old viewers of hers being able to have broken this barrier to actually fall in love with her… which makes me wonder how many are like you… is everyone in the new discord like that? Do you guys talk about this stuff since she’s not there?