I suppose you're still ignoring, blocking and banning me in every way, source, and possible area. Oh well, can't say I don't deserve it, can do anything about it, that it's not pre-planned, or that it's not the way that things are meant to be. If you're more than I have taken you for, if you want to prove me wrong, if you're capable of seeing things from another perspective, there's a lot of writing below if you want to read it; But I still need direct help, and I guess I'm foolish for asking you to be my tutor in assisting with learning disabilities; despite my practical begging of trying to explain our cohorts that I can't learn unless it's via co-operation/collaboration/having others support me or to lean upon until I can manage on my own. They will continue to call it 'spoonfeeding', and while I'd rather not apply titles or attributes, that's pretty arogant and selfish of them when from my perspective, I asked for something that I perceived as mutually beneficial, that would allow for both parties to co-evolve and improve/be inspired by eachother. Guess I've let everyone else down, impediments, slights, obstacles, or whatever may have you. I know you and the others will never forgive me, but I'll still try to make it known that I only wanted the best for everybody, to help others out, to assist or be a mutual apprentice by managing some of the workload so that people could focus and be more efficient at the tasks at hand, so that both parties could gain from the partnership.