>>31441369
>>31441484
In response to the criticism.
Do not feel like you're intruding unless you are actually going up to a clearly established scene and try to shove your dick in it, That's what the bottle is there for, it intrudes your dick for you.
Be outgoing. Even if you are just walking around and doing things particular to your character, or, like I was doing earlier today, walking to the kitchen and just making some waffles, there's always potential, but you gotta put energy into it first. It may come to naught, it may hit the orgy button, you'll never know until you try, and if you fail, shrug it off.
On the other hand, be reserved, mind your manners, make comments, perhaps. Try and give the illusion that you are patiently waiting. Maybe someone will come up and try and start a conversation with you, and roll with it, you never know who will meet you. (would you people start random conversations? At least start giving each other the eye.)
Yes there are a lot of people who idle and watch like voyeurs, I do the same and wait for the right moment to walk around when the tension is nice and tight. Yes there are people that know each other and will bicker IC constantly for their own amusement, maybe you could learn how they act and make comments with them or even ask them for a fling, who knows, you might make a friend, or a master. If all you do is feel things that no one knows and are malcontent with it, then I suppose you're right, don't go in the bottle room, since you can't turn it into action. If you make some noise then that raises the tension, breaks the ice, then they start coming out and doing things, fun things, lewd things, like passing around cum drenched waffles.
Don't write it off as "shitsux, never coming back again" check in every now and then, see what's up, try something new, pierce the heavens, don't trip on your shoelaces. And quit being so fuckin' depressed, we're having depraved sex.