/sci/ - Science & Math

>>4580163
I created a new email. Hope it works.

>>4580167
Thanks.

>>4580185
Alright, I'll have to man the fuck up and do it.

>>4580116
Yes, that seems to be the case. Thanks.

>>4580134
I answered more questions by now. You're right insofar that it seems rather hopeless.

>>4580139
Alright, thanks.

>>4580144
Sorry, I won't post my email on 4chan.

>>4580101
Das sollte ich wohl. Hoffentlich wird die von >>4580070 vorgeschlagene Behandlung hierzulande angeboten und ist erfolgreich.

>>4580109
Thank you for you help and the explanation. It makes a lot more sense now. I'm gonna look for this episode.

>>4580097
The statistics say othewise. But you're right, that's another problem of mine. If I was able to engage in normal sex, it would be much easier to approach though.

>>4580058
I don't think it's possible to meet such a woman unless I'd pay lots of money. And then all I'd get would be fake.

>>4580059
Pretty much yes, it's the only thing. All the videos labelled 'extreme' came out to be not extreme enough for me. Unfortunately there is close to no real femdom snuff on the internet.

>>4580070
Thank you. You're right. I have experienced a lot of traumata during my childhood. I've never heard of the form of treatment you are suggesting and it sounds promising. Is there any name to it? Does a normal psychiatrist offer this or is it done by specialized psychotherapists?

>>4580051
Being mutilated and tortured to death is not really healthy.

>>4580030
All of it. But the emphasis is more on the former.

>>4580033
He's in prison now.

>>4580037
I don't really want people to join in. I want to get rid of it.

>>4579972
Well HOW do I grow some balls? Getting rid of my perversion would be the first and most important step in doing so. That's why I made this thread. Can you explain in detail what I need to do?

>>4579985
I don't want to kill or to hurt people. It's the exact opposite. I want to be the victim. For details you would to have ask specific questions. I don't want to write out all my fantasies just for anon's entertainment.

>>4579992
I am male.

>>4580005
Yes, your assumption was right.

>>4579948
What specifics do you need in order to help me? Or 'how' would you help me based on the knowledge of specifics? Exploring the origins of my problems is not enough. I already did this and it only made them worse.

>>4579950
Please don't dox me.

>>4579956
The difference is that you are still able of having a 'vanilla' sex life. I currently couldn't even imagine having this.

>>4579891
I already gave away some of it. See for example >>4579518 and some of my answers to other posters' questions. Please understand that I'm very ashamed of it and that I didn't come here to lay out my fantasies, but to look for help. By standards of psychiatry I think it is considered an illness and I call it so because it makes me suffer.

>>4579893
I am suffering from depression a lot, mainly because of that perversion. Killing myself sometimes seems a realistic option. I know I could get treatment or medication for the depression but that wouldn't solve the actual problem.

>>4579899
What would have been the correct way to phrase it?

>>4579845
I would be interested in her, but it was probably just some /b/ troll.

>>4579859
I was in psychotherapy when I was younger. I didn't manage to talk about my sexual problems there either. When you say a psychotherapist could help me, if I told him, then where does he get his knowledge of how to help me? It must be in some book I could read on my own. But I haven't found it yet. Do you know any source?

>>4579838
It does harm me in more than one way. Not only living it out would harm me, it also destroys my personality. You can't compare that to your feet or ears fetish. Any partner you'll find will have feet and ears. I can't say anything similar about my problem.
Are you sure that from a psychiatric perspective there is no treatment? Sexual disorders were among the first phenomena examined by Freud and most other mental illnesses can be treated nowadays, for example psychosis or personality disorders. I just couldn't find any treatment for my problem.

>>4579823
Well yes, that too.

>>4579828
Sorry, that's not really helpful. It's like saying 'kill yourself'.

>>4579795
Are you saying that it can't be cured? That I will never be normal? I know that I can't become fully normal, but I dream of being at least normal enough that I can have a relationship with normal sex and keep my other fantasies to fapping. Is this possible?

>>4579784
>>4579789
Update: I just googled them. I have the full video of funnelgirl.

>>4579798
This is also included.

>>4579784
I haven't watched these. If they are the usual 'shock' sites involving scat or something like that, then it's probably not my taste.

>>4579760
It seems to be more normal than mine, solely based on the fact that you were able to find a partner engaging in your fetish.

>>4579767
Your classification doesn't account for my problem. Unfortunately it's difficult to explain without revealing too much detail.

Back to my initial question: What can I do to become normal?

>>4579749
I said earlier that I simply don't manage to feel arousal without it. I can't even get hard to normal porn and I couldn't ever imagine having normal intercourse.

>>4579751
Depends on what you call 'more severe'.

>>4579714
Your fetish sounds more normal. Mine makes it practically impossible to find a partner. The closest thing I could get is fake and that would cost a lot of money, so I'm not interested in it. Ostracism is only a minor problem, or even not a problem at all. If I was able to live out my fantasies, there would be no need to do it publicly.

>>4579654
I'm not religious and neither are my parents. Sexual perversions have their diagnostic classification in the DSM V as well as in the ICD and since I am also suffering from it, I think it's justified to speak of a mental illness. The big problem is that my condition prevents me from entering a fulfilling relationship and from seeing any bright future at all. I've left the stage of trying to accept it as a part of mine. I want to become a normal human. Is there really no way of treatment?

>>4579601
Since I first used the internet 12 years ago I'm hanging out in such specialized internet communities. I have tried to accept my perversion more than once, but it always comes back to realizing that it is in fact an illness that destroys me and my chances of procreation. You are right that every attempt to fight it on my own results only in nervous breakdown or the emergence of other symptoms. That is the reason why I'm asking for help.

>>4579542
I have no idea how I could find a partner with this. Not living in murrica though. The problem isn't really intrusive thoughts. I can control them in public. But it seems to me that relationships are mainly based on sex in our society and my perversion makes this impossible.

>>4579534
It makes me feel bad. I waste too much time on it and I can't into normal sex. I am already socially awkward. How am I supposed to find someone sharing my fetish? And actually I want to reproduce, but without normal sex it is impossible.

>>4579524
How? It's an addiction.

Okay guys, you are geussing in the right direction. It's about humiliation, torture and mutilation. I don't want to say more. How can I find help?