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Hey bio fags

My mom left when I was 5 (30 now) and I have a very bad unconscious fear of rejecting because if it. Any one I talk to am I try to choose my words way to carefully and don't talk to people because of that.

Anyway, I take ambian to sleep and when I stay up it does make me a little loopy but I notice I don't give a shit about what people think of me and get all alpha about it, Does anyone know of a drug that works like that - the sleepiness and loony behavior?

something that I can take during the day? all the depression meds do not work for me, they leave me dull and suicidal.

thanks in advance for any help

>> No.2797275

>>2797271
exercise. cardio. it raises serotonin, sometimes better than antidepressants.

>> No.2797293

the only way to cure your problem is to seduce your mother into getting into a relationship with you then abandon her after the first night of sex.

Works every time.

>> No.2797296

I have been excersising every day for the last two weeks and am still an afraid fag

>> No.2797308

>>2797293
Lol that would be great if I liked her at all. I can;t stand her and wish her cancer

>> No.2797310

You are better off seeing a psychiatrist than taking meds.

>> No.2797323
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2797323

You should take drugs that deal with the root of your problems and fears and force you to confront, deal with, and most importantly, accept them.

.gif related.

http://www.nytimes.com/2010/04/12/science/12psychedelics.html

>> No.2797325

>>2797310

I have, they don't help. I know what I am doing wrong but have an overwhelming feeling that counteracts my wanting to be more open and not give a fuck

>> No.2797373

>>2797323

Get this man a beer!

OP take some psilo/sci/bin and work out your thoughts. Trust me. Just, .. trust me here.

>> No.2797380

>>2797323
>suggest a mentally ill person to take hallucinogens
fullretard.jpg

>> No.2797407

>>2797373


I live in a rual down with no car. I don't know anyone around that sells it and if I did I would want to buy em and get in trouble with the lay

I saved that page and was thinking of bringing it to my doc

>> No.2797414

>>2797407


wow these pills are wrecking my grammar

>> No.2797417

>>2797407

must be quite the rual down

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2797424

>>2797380

The OP doesn't mention any specific mental illness, and from what I gather his problems stem from a fear of rejection due to past trauma and this has manifested itself as a sort of depression - if that's the case, there is very little harm in experimenting with a low dose of mushrooms or LSD as long as he does his research, trips in a comfortable and familiar setting (preferably with a close friend as a sitter) and goes in to the trip with a good mindset and mood.

>> No.2797451

>>2797424
manic depression and I guess a little bipolar

but those may have streamed out of my mom leaving

>> No.2797464

>>2797424


I really dought my doc could or would prescribe that

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2797489

>>2797407

I found my first mushroom hookup on a local craigslist-like website - seems sketchy, but cops don't have the time or desire to bust individual mushroom buyers. Alternatively, you can always go hunting yourself (http://www.shroomery.org/8773/Magic-Mushroom-Field-Guide)) or even grow your own.

Just keep it in mind as a possibility - it is self-medication, but it is self-medication that seeks to stop self-medication. If youère interested, here are some experience reports relating to people with depression: http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.cgi?A=Search&S1=39&S2=-1&S3=-1&C1=15&S4=-1
&GenderSelect=-1&Context=-1&DoseMethodID=-1&Title=&AuthorSearch=&A1=-1&L
ang=&Group=-1&Str=&Intensity=&I2=

>> No.2797492

>>2797325
>I have, they don't help.
There is no magic drug OP.

>> No.2797517

Just took some melatonin and 2 10g ambains

Not tired, just loopy, not caring what I say, feeling good.

I don't wanna take it at school cause I am sure I would freak out some girls, but I would like the talking to people and getting myself out of my pittafiul; self descructive hole

>> No.2797537

>>2797492


I know, but I am looking for something that will edge me to do better, socially and mentally

>> No.2797598

>>2797537
I finally feel good, not depressed not suicidal. Almost bliss. (I could really use a cuddly buddy)

I want to feel like this all the time, with out the not remembering shit, bad spelling and sleepyness

damnit