>>15151570
>its like my brain throws up a road block.
just keep it at, it gets better. best i can recommend at your level is pomodoro. doesn't have to be 15 full minutes, maybe start with 5. and maybe drop down the difficulty. work on extending the pomodoro length, but don't decrease the break time unless you get a breakthrough during your break.
you'll be amazed once you can start doing 2-3 hours of super intense focus work and the time just flies.