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25, male. Creative oriented, job consists of me being able to pull out good ideas and fuck around with them until they're translated into grahical expressions that not only work but are beautiful and new. I have a past history of dudeweedlmaoism that I'm fairly sure broke my brain due to it being street shit (implying homegrown is better anyway). Nowadays I struggle with focus, and hopping on the task. Once I'm there I'm alright but depending, I can slip out of it easy and this is directly impacting my living condition because incomes arent following. I'd need to have that spark all the fucking time and do 5 hours of exploration straight without diverging until I find what works and then do another 5 hours till it works, and these days I can consider myself lucky if I can pull 3 disjointed hours together on a single task at a time, waste another three and get back on it for yet another painfully unproductive 3 more hours.
This is hell, someone suggest a non destructive way out please