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is any of you an autist? are you doing well?

>> No.11250320

I’m autistic and I’m fairly ok.

>> No.11251087

>>11250320
are you a kissless virgin?

>> No.11251098

I'm autistic and I would say I'm doing well by a fair number of metrics.

>> No.11251102

does being schizo count?

>> No.11251109

Pic in OP only works if you assume picture oppositeness is transitive.

>> No.11251124

>>11251109
I'm retarded, wanted to say symmetric.

>> No.11251143

>>11251102
tbqh im more interested in schizos since im schizotypal myself
t. op

>> No.11251147

>>11250283
Not autistic, can't /sci/ in any capacity. Still socially inept to the point where I might as well be autistic. Possibly bipolar.

>> No.11251151

>>11250283
Nope. People treat me like shit just for existing and I can't cope well.

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>>11250283
autist here
I hate the alienation
even from my own S.O, man
I'm sorry for not being able to understand certain jokes or cues,
I didnt ask to be this way, fuck this

>> No.11251607

>>11250283
I stopped willingly trying to keep contact with any friends i had because i thought i am the only one wanting to meet. Shit turned out to be true and now some time passed like that i cant have a proper conversation or deeper relationship because i do not have common experiences people of my age share. I can only talk about my narrow subject interest for substantial amount of time, this feels like a trap right now. On the other hand i feel some angst for everyone not initiating contact to me, just a little. I feel i need to work much harder for something everyone else receives by default.

>> No.11251612

>>11251607
>i have to work hard for what others are allowed freely
yes, that is true. does that seem like an impossible demand you could never meet?

>> No.11251623

>>11251612
I dont know if i could keep it up, it drains me and mental capacity goes down with age. I could keep it up only for so much until my mask wears off and people notice my spergness. Are you implying something with your question i havent noticed according to my reply?

>> No.11251624

im an autist who also has movie star facial aesthetics, the only women I speak to are strippers because I don't have to approach them but sometimes they fuck me

>> No.11251731

>>11251109
shut up loser

>> No.11252517

>>11251109
what is transitiveness?

>> No.11252795 [DELETED] 

>>11251624
same. 11/10 looks, girls have been throwing at me since middle school, or whatever is the equivalent in english, (I was also raped by a woman once when I was drunk and there were few more attempts) yet it's still impossible for me to get a women through normal means, since for some reason I cannot convince them I'm also interested. They take everything I do as a rejection.

>> No.11252803

>>11251624
same. 11/10 looks, girls have been throwing at me since middle school, or whatever is the equivalent in english, (I was also raped by a woman once when I was drunk (she wouldn't have, to, I kind of liked her) and there were few more attempts) yet it's still impossible for me to get a women through normal means, since for some reason I cannot convince them I'm also interested. They take everything I do as a rejection.

>> No.11252804

>>11250283
I'm a tranny.
I did really poorly for a long time.

>> No.11252939

>>11250283
Yes. I was raised in family of narcissists and had a childhood that did a number on me. I was starting to do better after I moved out, but then I got some new bad friends that fucked me up. Bad people really like to prey on spergs. Take care guys!

>> No.11253338

>>11252939
Going through life, encountering bad people all around you. Have you considered you're the one with the problem?

>> No.11253465

>>11252517
The relation ~ is transitive if A~B and B~C implies A~C. So for example, 'less than' is transitive because A<B and B<C implies A<C. A non-transitive relation would be something like an interbreeding relation on a ring species, where species A and B can interbreed, and species B and C can interbreed, but this does not imply that species A and C can interbreed. The comment you're replying meant to say symmetric, in which A~B implies B~A. So for example, 'less than' is asymmetric because A<B does not imply B<A (in fact it's antisymmetric), and the interbreeding relation is symmetric because if A can interbreed with B, then that implies B can interbreed with A.

As a side note, there's also a property called reflexivity which holds if for all A, we have A~A. So here, again, 'less than' is not reflexive and 'interbreeding' is reflexive. If a relation is reflexive, symmetric, and transitive, we call it an equivalence relation.

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11253570

Are there any benefits to having autism if I'm a functioning adult? I've always suspected I'm somewhere on the spectrum, but high-functioning, or with a personality disorder of some kind. I'm a successful adult with a good career, but are there any tax credits or free money I can get for having autism (or schizoid personality disorder)? I live in Ontario if it matters.

>> No.11253741

>>11253570
Ask /r9k/ about neetbux

>> No.11253746

>>11250283
Yes. No.

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11253920

Not an autist, just want to say good luck to you guys and Merry late Christmas

>> No.11253947

>>11253920
this

>> No.11254077

>>11250283
Yes. Better, had a lot of gender confusion so took many drugs to cope and almost dropped out of university. Moved back home now and trying to get my shit together.

>> No.11254086

>>11251607
me too man. me too.

>> No.11254102

>>11250283
>get new gf
>she takes me to meet her friends
>do my best to fake it so they will like me for her sake
>next day they send her a list of reasons why they hated me

list included
>shark eyes
>no emotion, serial killer vibes
>talks to much about details
>doesnt smile
>too honest
>judgemental
>etc

fuck man i didnt ask for this shit. why is it so fucking hard to look oast my dead stare? like seriously i have tpo look past the fact that youre a nasty feminist with ugly hair and a nose ring, a druggie and an out of shape looser. but you normies cant look past my god damn expression.
its all so tiresome

>> No.11254110

>>11253338
have you ever considered the fact that most people are ruined by social media, the governement, western civilisation and the fact that you have to be a dumb cunt in order to fit in socially?

>> No.11254158

>>11250283
i'm not that autistic. i had somewhat lagged social development, but turned out fine

>> No.11254164

>>11250283
Constantly I will remember something from my past where I misunderstood some social situation at the time and looked like a dumbass

>> No.11254168

>>11254102
if somebody doesn't make a half ass effort to look like a normal human, i totally disregard their opinion and avoid all contact

>> No.11254170

>>11251587
your ability to understand others has no bearing on your value as a person. you are valuable intrinsically as a human being. try to make it clear to others and especially your SO what you can and can't understand. if they care about you they will try to help. it's important to talk about how you feel

>> No.11254259

>>11253338
>Have you considered you're the one with the problem?
When you are autistic, people hate you for no reason.

>> No.11254274

>>11253338
>Have you considered you're the one with the problem?
Yes. I've thought that almost my entire life.

>> No.11254302

>>11253338
>>11254274
ah yes
>if i had said this particular thing in that particular time the group would finally respect me

>> No.11254554

>>11254302
LOL!

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11254649

No, I'm pretty fucking far from okay.

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>>11254649
What's wrong, shark boy?

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>>11254650
Aside from being a friendless KHHV failure of a human bean that can only into human emotion as far as the masquerade will take him while simultaneously having no outlet nor understanding anywhere in the world other than an Italian French Toast Food Critic's forum?
Still doing pretty bad.

>> No.11254656

>>11254652
My friend, I recommend getting /fit/. I sense some depression in you. Do you have any hobbies/subjects you're really invested in?

>> No.11254658

>>11254652
So you got the high score already? Damn. I wanted to be the best.

>> No.11254662

>>11254656
I am /fit/. As for hobbies, there isnt much I can keep up with as far as those go. Everytime I get into something it goes really well until I get burnt out as a whole and spend the next two to three weeks as a husk of a human being which makes habits damn near impossible to form.
>>11254658
Emotional and physical abuse as well with everyone that might have cared having died a painful slow death from cancer and illness. Don't get your hopes up for beating me anytime soon.

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>>11254662
Oh, hi Keanu Reeves. How are you today?

>> No.11254666

>>11254664
Pretty shit, obviously. How are you?

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11254669

>>11254666
Well, I never really wanted to be any 'one' so I kinda became everyone.

Wanna be my friend? I'll let you superman.

>> No.11254694

I really want to help you autists. I'm firmly of the belief that you can fix this. A few people have mentioned faking it or masquerading, everyone does this. For some reason you didn't figure out how very early on so you've got alot of catching up to do but you can do it. It's like missing some basic maths and then trying to keep up with the lessons despite not knowing the fundamentals. Keep this thread up and I'll help.
>>11251587
You can understand this shit you just need some pointers
>>11251607
Maybe autistic maybe your friends are retarded
>>11252803
Sounds easy enough to fix
>>11254102
I can help you, most communication is non verbal. You just gotta learn the tricks
>>11254170
Faggot


Please try and talk about this shit with me because I really think I can help and I hate seeing good people fucked up by our current society or bad parenting or just cruel fate.

>> No.11254696

>>11254694
I've always found those claiming to help or heal to usually be the biggest conmen of them all.

>Any takers?

>> No.11254705

>>11254696
You're a tripfag so fuck you. I just want to talk, this shits so hard to explain, like I said most communication is non verbal, It's hard to explain how and when and why to use certain eye movements or how to position your body in response to verbal or non verbal queues. I'm not asking anyone to trust me, but what's the harm in listening to my solutions?

>> No.11254707

>>11254694
Anyway you think you can help me >>11254649

>> No.11254711

>>11254694
>Sounds easy enough to fix
tell me how

>> No.11254712

>>11254707
Yeah bro but I'm going to need something to go on. You being pretty far from OK. Not much to work with, what's wrong?

>> No.11254713

>>11254705
He's a namefag, not a tripfag. Very important distinction.

>> No.11254715

>>11254712
>>11254652
>>11254662

>> No.11254725

>>11254711
Right I may have overstated how easy this is but worry not. It's mostly about eye contact and body language. practice looking in the mirror, but with your eyes closed while you think of the intention or emotion you wish to convey. Then feel how the muscles in your face feel then open your eyes. you can't fake facial expressions you have to actually feel them otherwise people will know. Apart from that you need to make your intention clear, pick up artist books can help aslong as you don't be a creepy cunt. Make physical contact, something innocent. This depends very much on the situation, a brush on the arm, a touch on the leg, ect. Keep it brief and excusable until you have implied consent, proceed from there .The first physical contact needs to be innocent and...carefree might be the word i'm looking for. e.g lightly squeeze her leg while telling a joke or saying something vaguely sexual, but lightly and remove your hand ASAP. A lingering touch is horrible if they don't want it, while a light touch might be unwanted but not that bad.

>> No.11254727

>>11254725
>Make physical contact, something innocent. This depends very much on the situation, a brush on the arm, a touch on the leg, ect. Keep it brief and excusable until you have implied consent, proceed from there .The first physical contact needs to be innocent and...carefree might be the word i'm looking for. e.g lightly squeeze her leg while telling a joke or saying something vaguely sexual, but lightly and remove your hand ASAP. A lingering touch is horrible if they don't want it, while a light touch might be unwanted but not that bad.
Not him, but reading this made me want to throw up. Guess I'm an eternal virgin.

>> No.11254738

>>11254725
>. It's mostly about eye contact and body language. practice looking in the mirror, but with your eyes closed while you think of the intention or emotion you wish to convey. Then feel how the muscles in your face feel then open your eyes. you can't fake facial expressions you have to actually feel them otherwise people will know.
That won't work, since when you are autistic, your natural facial expressions are different. But thanks for the effort.

>> No.11254746

>>11254652
That shitty attitude is part of the problem, you should think of your self as the greatest human to ever walk this earth, regardless of the horrible reality. Don't be a dick about it but in your heart of hearts you are the greatest and can ignore all the haters.
>>11254662
Hobbies don't have to be something you do all the time, don't jump into doing something hours and hours a day because you will burn out. Do things that you enjoy and slowly progress, Do multiple things so you can switch between them.

As for the abuse and your loved ones dying. That fucking sucks.I can't help with that. If you have no one who cares then fuck them and find people who do, maybe no one will for a long time. But YOU should be the person who cares about you.

>> No.11254753

>>11254727
Sorry man it is really fucking hard to explain this stuff, It's something people learn when they are children. I'm not trying to get people to trick others into loving them. These are the unconscious things that people do. Try explaining sexual intercourse in detail without wanting to throw up.

>> No.11254756

>>11254738
LOL Fucking try it you cunt. If you are autistic you are at a massive disadvantage but you can learn these things. Your "natural" facial expressions are different because you, for whatever reason. did not learn these things as a child. I really think you should try it, using a mirror but closing your eyes and "feeling" the emotion you want to convey. then looking at your reflection. As opposed to trying to make a face that conveys emotion with nothing to base it on.

>> No.11254778

>>11254753
It wasn't your description, just the result of me picturing myself doing those things. Social anxiety, I guess.

>> No.11254803

>>11254778
So just go slow, basic conversation, stupid normie stuff. If you can touch a girl this week you've made progress. I know it sounds horrible to have it all planned out.

The most important part is the hardest to explain and that is gauging other peoples feelings and reactions. If you can make a girl laugh and touch her, that's a good step. The touching is really hard to explain if you don't get it. But start with touching, don't grab or hold or rest your hand. IDK watch some (((Movies)))

>> No.11254804 [DELETED] 

>>11250283
Kys

>> No.11254831

>>11254804
???

>> No.11254840

>>11254756
No. These are inborn (even blind people have them). When you are autistic, your facial expressions/body language are usually those of east asians or blacks, which scare white people. Compare
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4Hapmm9YiY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_coef-EGdMM

>> No.11254845

>>11254803
I can make anyone laugh, so that doesn't help me one bit.

>> No.11254870

>>11250283
lol at OP's picture. I fucking miss that time.

>> No.11254876

>>11251087
Yes.

>> No.11255111

>>11254259
this.

>> No.11255115

>>11254694
shark eyes here. how the fuck do i figure out non verbal communication? my body language is so weird, i cant go around being concious of it 24/7. also, what is masquerading for you is thinking of what you say before you say it. masquerading for me is unbelivable tiresome, i have to think of how im moving, where im looking, how im speaking, i have to fake my tone of voice, my expression, i have to dumb myself down in order to have a conversation, all the while trying to not look people to much in the eyes. it leaves me exhausted.

>> No.11255118

>>11254840
HOLY SHIT i never noticed how the hell did you figure this out?

>> No.11255133

>>11250283
who else autistic and cant make friends but get mad pussy?

>> No.11255233

>>11251587
>autist here
>I hate the alienation
>S.O

these things are somehow not compatible

>> No.11255252

>>11255133
does it mean that even autists have sex?

>> No.11255299

>>11255252
ive slept with 30+ different women this year so yes.

>> No.11255354

>>11255299
kys

>> No.11255440

>>11254102
Do they know youre autistic?

>> No.11255450

>>11250283
I'm mildly autistic. I'm doing better than ever as I'm teaching English in Spain. I'm trying to tell people about my condition more often so that they dont judge me too harshly.

>> No.11255479

>>11255450
are you a burger?

>> No.11255491

>>11255479
Yes I am.

>> No.11255609

>>11255491
why didnt you chose any asian country to teach english in?

>> No.11255632

Yes and meh

>> No.11255662
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11255662

Oh, I see. Autism is basically when no deep personal connection was made during childhood and thus the responsibility of the society/community to teach said child was shunted to professional adult supervision.

Without being to form any natural deep personal connections beyond stimulus/response (because lack of cultural/communal ties) most that claim or are diagnosed with autism are just primary sensory processes first and then the accumulated memories and experiences said autist holds up to the given point of their action/response moment.

Kewl.

>Smart Zilly!

>> No.11255689

>>11255118
by noticing that grown up men doing things I was so relentlessly bullied for. Like standing the wrong way etc.

>> No.11255712

>>11254694
how do i know if im autistic?

>> No.11255822
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>>11255712
You submit to someone else attaching that label to you and you keeping it because it somehow helps explains things that didn't make sense before.

Same as literally any piece of information you absorb from the world.

>> No.11255963

>>11255822
hm no one has ever called me autist irl i think

>> No.11255980

>>11255963
Well do you believe in the written word or the spoken word? Both come from the source of creation.

Basically are you an eyes-first or ears-first information consumer.

I perform constant calculus between both because people, from my perspective, go through periods of intense verbal exchange and intense study/reading/shitposting periods.

I trust oral accounts over textual accounts because it is easier to generate meaningless symbols and argue them into existence than it is to say something with emotional/intellectual intent. Also people can't really prepare for when they are called out orally whereas on paper the anxiety can be modulated/shifted.

>Hearing words is better.

>> No.11256031

>>11255980
woah this dude actually has said something coherent>>11255822

>> No.11256066

>>11255115
I mean you literally do have to go around being conscious of it 24/7. I totally get having to think of how i'm moving, looking speaking ect. Practice makes perfect but practice smart not hard. Try breaking it up, don't think about how you're moving or where you are looking for a while, act distracted and stare off into space, it'll help if you're outside. Try a pub with a beer garden. Bar's are great because most people are going there to drink, the conversation isn't that important. Just try focusing on how you speak.

You can learn these things in so many ways and I'd recommend using as many as possible, movies and old radio plays, read dialog heavy books, study the psychology of how people communicate, observe people in real life.
SUNGLASSES. Get some aviators or some other shades and people can't see your eyes, that solves that problem for now.

A low dose of psycedelics could help or just fuck you up some more. Trying drugs is what made me conscious of all this, Am I walking normally? Is my gate weird? Am I swinging my arms too much? Too little? WTF even is walking? Not sure if I would recommend it.
I find that walking with your dick works, Walk as if you're being pulled forward from your pelvis. I'm not sure if I explained that right but it works for me, a confidant stride that doesn't look tryhard, Lots of guys, especially fit guys swagger with their chest leading and it looks fucking retarded.

With eye contact look at the bridge of their nose not actually into their eyes, don't try and stop yourself blinking. Most people love talking and you can just smile and nod saying yeah every now and then. (You can look into peoples eyes sometimes but it's very intimate) You can stop looking at the bridge of their nose every now and then, every 10,30 seconds, every minute or two it doesn't matter but do it like a blink, by that I mean you can look slightly away, up,down to the side, at the TV,check your phone whatever

>> No.11256073

>>11256066
cont.
but go back to looking at their nose asap. I'm not sure how much all of this helps. It's a very in depth topic and I'm just writing random things that come to mind.

>> No.11256092

>>11254840
I'm not too sure about that, I don't see it. But you absolutely can restructure your brain, even as an adult. So even if it is an inherent trait it can be modified.

Try it. set up a webcam or your phone to record you, that might work better than using a mirror. try making facial expressions and then watch or listen to something that makes you feel an emotion and compare your attempt with your natural reaction. The chick in the first video seemed to have pretty normal reactions and facial expressions, they seemed affected some of the time but I'd say that's her being a girl on video as opposed to autism.

And if you don't want to try anything and are resigned in your belief that you're fucked forever then have fun with that.

>> No.11256114

>>11251087
Yes but I’m not really into relationships anyways, never was trying to get into a one actively. Maybe at some time I’ll find someone, in the meantime there are many much more interesting things to do.

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>>11256031
IF cohesion is perceived that is usually because the observer is learning. What gives them cohesion? The one thing that is more likely than anything else is perceptual competence. Perceptual competence is usually assessed by examining spatial distance and object arrangement. In particular, the ability to mentally place objects in a picture is more important than mental distance.

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>>11250283
Retarded here, whatup!

>> No.11256254

If I as 21-year-old, only pretty mediocre well adapted sperg went to seek therapy to become more well adjusted, what would they actually do?

>> No.11256477

>>11256116
WTF does that mean? You're talking shit, a tripfag and you've posted a retarded coomer meme. Fuck you faggot

>> No.11256491

>>11256254
Probably fuck you up, maybe not but it's not something you want to gamble on. Whats wrong with you? Pretty mediocre well adapted, are you pretty mediocre but well adapted or mildly well adapted? Give us some more info.

Actually depending on the therapy they would probably just let you talk about shit and do nothing whatsoever, or help you, or commit you and inject you full of zombie drugs

Give us more info, why aren't you well adjusted, or how aren't you?

>> No.11256760

>>11256477
It was a faggoty way of saying, "You're learning."

Fetish has connotations of propagation, not sexual procreation.

>> No.11256830

>>11256760
WRONG!

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>>11256830
Best thing about being Anonymous is that you are in the position to make any claim with any level of enthusiasm and be able to abandon the argument at any point because of lack of investment in your own desire to educate self or others.

>Anons are motivated by intelligence and knowledge, not fear. Our answer is to educate ourselves. We have always achieved many higher states of awareness of our purpose and we are at this level now. All possible parties that want to make a contribution to be more aware or share in our vision can support us in this way.

>> No.11256839 [DELETED] 

>>11256092
>But you absolutely can restructure your brain, even as an adult. So even if it is an inherent trait it can be modified.
Why would I want that you fucking retard?
>Try it. set up a webcam or your phone to record you, that might work better than using a mirror. try making facial expressions and then watch or listen to something that makes you feel an emotion and compare your attempt with your natural reaction.

You don't get it, are you fucking retarded? The body langauge is different, both in production and perception. What I see as the same emotion is not what you see as the same emotion.
https://www.pnas.org/content/109/19/7241

You are fucking retarded and as is your advice, as you failed to even understand what the problem is.

>> No.11256842

>>11256092
Are you fucking retarded? What do you not understand that my NATURAL reactions are different from the norm? The problem is not that I cannot fake my natural reactions, the problem is I would have to fake my facial expressions in order for them to be perceived as natural by other whites. The moment I feel a genuine emotion that I do not hide, it's all a catastrophe again.

Just fucking KYS and stop giving worthless advice when you are nto even willing to spend the effort to understand the problem.

>> No.11256843 [DELETED] 

>>11256092
>The chick in the first video seemed to have pretty normal reactions and facial expressions,
They are abnormal enough to get her diagnosed with autism.

>> No.11256845

>>11256092
>The chick in the first video seemed to have pretty normal reactions and facial expressions,
They are abnormal enough to get her diagnosed with autism. She even says she likes to make fun of how abnormal they are.

>> No.11256848

>>11256842
Okay, so you're different from everyone else and have to explain who and what you are to each new person.

>> No.11256956

>>11255689
Are you aware of anyone else who's acknowledged this same thing? Like, I agree that autism is basically like perpetually being in a foreign culture, but surely a ton of other people ought to have noticed the same thing unless people are 'blind' to it because of their preconceptions of race and racism etc.

>> No.11256960

>>11256491
>Pretty mediocre well adapted, are you pretty mediocre but well adapted or mildly well adapted? Give us some more info.
Mildly well adapted I would rather say, far from a dysfunctional train wreck and halfway working at uni but still plenty of room for improvement.
>Give us more info, why aren't you well adjusted, or how aren't you?
Very mediocre social skills, trouble to initiate and especially maintain conversations with people, opening up to people, rather introverted even though I like meeting new people and being social, trouble finding friends, the usual bull crap.

>> No.11256965

>>11254168
I deliberately look like a weirdo and leave my autism unfiltered so I don't have to interact with people like you. The way of Diogenes is the path to happiness

>> No.11256966

>>11256960
Why do you want friends? Are you good with meeting people but not with sustaining contact?

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>>11256965
>The way of Diogenes is the path to happiness
except for the whole pissing shitting and jacking off in the streets thing. But hell ya. People know not to make eye contact with me so the fag you responded to can go fuck off to his normiefaggot bubble of a miserable existence LOL

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>>11254168
THANK GOD. Little faggots liek you are weak and not worth our tiem. Asperger's/autism is the wave of the future. We never stop learning. You're content with the unbelievably fortunate development of your worthless life which i doubt you hardly put any effort into because normies aren't capable of caring liek us. We don't care about you because you're worthless, NOW LEARN YOUR FUCKING PLACE.

>> No.11256998

>>11254110
You’re the problem dumbcunt

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>>11254259
It's an instinct thing.

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>>11256998
shut the fuck up and go be normal somewhere else cock sucker

>> No.11257044

>>11256966
>Why do you want friends?
Because even as a 'sperg I'm a still human, an inherently social being?
>Are you good with meeting people but not with sustaining contact?
Not particulary good at either of them but would like to be.

>> No.11257154

>>11257044
i can be your friend
tell more about yourself

>> No.11257157 [DELETED] 

>>/soc/28491802

>> No.11257171 [DELETED] 

>>11256956
Yes, many autsitstic people notice they adapt far more easily than others in some foreign countries.

Eminem also, he was reportedly autistic among whites.

>> No.11257173
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I'm 25 and a virgin autist. I work in a manufacturing job with computer chips. In high school I let a girl mess up my feelings to the point of wanting to kill myself for almost 10 years. Been neet and part time on and off while my friends went to college and did real research. Now I wagecuck for 30k year and live with my parents. I hate working. I want to find a way to work from home. I have many projects I enjoy but I doubt I could monetize any. My mom spent 200 dollars for me to go and see a 1 day Edward tufte lecture earlier this year. While I was there I saw all these college students and professionals, all part of this life I was destined for when I was a teenager. The seminar was interesting but I felt like in the end i wasted it because I didn't use it. The books about infographics were wonderful and I keep meaning to finish reading them . My mom got me more math books for Xmas. When I was 13 I was homeschooled for a year and it was all sunny days, reading Archimedes revenge and chaos by James gleick . I was happy then. Now I know I fucked up my life and I want to apologize to my mother for being such a pathetic failure. Time to go back to work. This will be the next 40 years of my life. I feel an empty lit inside almost like crying hat work I thought I was special and I was wrong. I wish I was a child again.

>> No.11257176 [DELETED] 

>>11256956
Yes, many autsitstic people notice they adapt far more easily than others in some foreign countries.

Eminem also, he was reportedly autistic among whites. I think it isn't as uncommon, many cases are solved by befriending the particular race, it's only when there is no such opportunity when autism results.

> ton of other people ought to have noticed the same thing unless people are 'blind' to it because of their preconceptions of race and racism etc.

Non-autistic people generally don't notice, or assume you're intentionally trying to immitate the "wrong" culture etc.

>> No.11257180 [DELETED] 

>>11256956
Yes, many autsitstic people notice they adapt far more easily than others in some foreign countries.

Eminem also, he was reportedly autistic among whites. I think it isn't as uncommon, many cases are solved by befriending the particular race, it's only when there is no such opportunity when autism results.

> ton of other people ought to have noticed the same thing unless people are 'blind' to it because of their preconceptions of race and racism etc.

Non-autistic people generally don't notice, you just stand or sit wrong, or you're trying to immitate emotions badly, or if they notice, they assume you're intentionally trying to immitate the "wrong" culture etc.

>> No.11257182

>>11257154
>>>/soc/28491802

>> No.11257184

>>11256956
Yes, many autsitstic people notice they adapt far more easily than others in some foreign countries.

Eminem also, he was reportedly autistic among whites. I think it isn't as uncommon, many cases are solved by befriending the particular race, it's only when there is no such opportunity when autism results.

> ton of other people ought to have noticed the same thing unless people are 'blind' to it because of their preconceptions of race and racism etc.

Non-autistic people generally don't notice, you just stand or sit wrong, or you're trying to immitate emotions badly, or if they notice, they assume you're intentionally trying to immitate the "wrong" culture etc. And you're generally just creepy, scary and seen as constantly threatening, so they just avoid you and don't care about you, unless they're trying to figure ways how to torture you.

>> No.11257189

>>11256956
https://www.sciencemag.org/news/2012/04/unhappiness-eye-beholder

>> No.11257238

>>11257182
>post of me on /soc/ with a short description of myself:
>>11257154

>> No.11257241

>>11257182
sorry neither i have discord nor do i have kik

>> No.11257291

>>11256114
Same.

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>>11257189
>science

>> No.11257503 [DELETED] 

>>11257241
email?

>> No.11257510

>>11257241
Email? Whatsapp?

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>>11250283
Pretty sure I'm mildly autistic, though I was never diagnosed with anything. My father was 39 when I was born. I've never done weird shit like hand flapping or object stacking like some of the online articles suggest are indicative of autism, but I'm definitely some kind of sperg. Should I apply for NEET bux?

>> No.11257548

>>11257182
>no interests/hobbies
you are npc man

>> No.11257683

>>11255440
yes

>>11255662
pretty much. i only spet time with my tard wrangler in school desite finnishing 10th grade school stuff in 5th grade.

>>11255712
idk if you have the symptoms i guess. ive been diagnosed by a professional.

>>11256066
>With eye contact look at the bridge of their nose not actually into their eyes,

wtf thats pretty smart
not doing drugs already made that mistake.
how old are you bro?

>>11256092
> set up a webcam or your phone to record you, that might work better than using a mirror. try making facial expressions and then watch or listen to something that makes you feel an emotion and compare your attempt with your natural reaction.

im going to try this

>>11256116
can you slow down with the big words a bit im not a snow n*gger lol

>>11256842
>>11256848
yes thats what hes saying. some of us autists have completely different expressions than everyone else and we really have to explain that to everyone we meet.

>>11256956
"autism is basically like perpetually being in a foreign culture" this is a really good way to phrase it and im going to use this quote from now on thanks.

>> No.11257700

>>11256974
theres truth to this, eventually we will become the master race, just because of how much more intelligent we are.

>>11256998
i dont do drugs, i dont follow jew politics like a slave, i dont pollute the enviroment, im going to have white kids and im anti immigration. how am i the problem?

>>11257173
this post made me really sad anon

>>11257184
for this reason im moving to japan soon. they seems colder and more calculated ill try my luck there.

>> No.11257708

>>11256114
cope

>> No.11257734

>>11250283
>are you a autist

i think there is a connection between ancestral rape victims and modern rapist. i think that much like DNA being dynamic and being adjusted by diet (which is a survival mechanism which prevents the body from trying to make as much stuff you cant afford to make resource wise inside the body and he hard set if you cant make a base pair form the amino acids you have your body will stop trying but continue to read write at intervals) that rape specifically is a conduit for more aggressive behavior and acceptance of rape on both ends genetically. how do instincts emerge? did DNA just end up with properly organized instructions to go and ingest things and avoid light or what ever.

most believe that its trial and error. ones that are hard coded to stop when they feel threatened may avoid being killed by a predator which hasnt seen them. but what if some things are written into instincts. not everything. like a small portion of your DNA tells you to be on alert when its dark and your in a public place. its natural. was that always the case for humans? did copper age man give a fuck if it was dark or not given how low the population was in a given area? some would laugh saying that genes are finite and complex instructions would take lots of lines of code. maybe its simpler and as a result the language is lacking

tons of women have rape fantasies. america is chalk full of rapist as is india, and the middle east. america has so many sex offenders they removed the sex offender registry in most states. conservatives play down rape on college campuses but ignore missing people. if its a child or a woman they were probably raped

i mention this repeatedly at rape victim support groups which i am not a rape victim but would like their take on it. did you "cum" after being penetrated? maybe its due to your ancestors being raped and maybe the guy who put it in yo had ancestors who were rapist

>> No.11257766

>>11257700
Sorry to make you sad. If it cheers you up, I just learned my boss got fired 2 days ago for looking at a female coworkers breasts on Facebook and showing them to other men and making lewd comments about her. During work hours. So I'm sad he's gone because I liked him but every time I think of it I start kekking irl.

But every morning I come here I jsut feel guilt toward my mother for failing her. She gave me so many books and sends me emails about stuff and I end up a pathetic wagecuck. I just feel this deep emptiness like I lost my way. For a while I didn't care and planned to kms by age 30 but that's less of an option now.

I've heard of Clep exams, is there a degree or certification anyone knows of that I could finish with those through self study? I know a lot of things and I feel like I could polish off a basic business degree pretty easily. Itd be something at least. Not that I have any ideas for starting a business. I just don't want to be a failure to my parents anymore.

>> No.11257792

>>11257683
you get diagnosed with autism if you have nothing more serious to be diagnosed with

>> No.11257810

>>11250283
Yes. No.

>> No.11257831

Yes
It has lead to many issues since I cannot understand indirect instructions so people need to be very exact if they want me to do something because otherwise I'll become confused and do absolutely nothing for a few hours until my brain turns on again.

I can however understand jokes.

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>>11257683
Is it because you don't like to act as others or would feel it incorrect to absorb their mannerisms so every new person you meet you further complexify your own expressions in order to satisfy some uniqueness criteria that your autism enforces?

If you can map other people's expressions (I assume it is unique per person) and compare it to your own, then update your own lookup table, then isn't every new person you get to know basically a challenge AND an upgrade?

>> No.11258139

>>11257931
are you trolling or do you actually think your vocabulary impresses people? whatever the fuck you just wrote made absolutely no sense jesus christ.

>> No.11258143

>>11257766
kek that is funny. i am so glad i come from a rich family, otherwise my life would be insufferable. i dont have to work which is something i thank god for every day. im sure your mom inst dissapointed, most people are wagecucks man where do you live?

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>>11258139
Okay, so you view my vocab as a challenge and not an upgrade? Why did it make you reach for such emphatic words? Ah, is it a part of your autism? If there is no IMMEDIATE understanding your brain reaches for some sort of frustration?

I'm mightily curious.

>> No.11258166

>>11258139
>>11258151
Actually when one thinks about it how would an autistic ever know if trolling is occurring or not? Like, what if someone had schizophrenia? Is how a schizophrenic differentiates between voices in their head and talking to other people and how an autistic differentiates their internal world view vs each individual's expression.

Personally, I would feel that if it were autism that was trolling, there should be more overt examples of discrimination against people with autism. The person's experiences would make them very aware of being disrespected or being made fun of by others, which is something I would think, and which is usually the point of most trolling behavior. Instead, what I'm seeing a lot of are self absorbed individuals telling me about their obnoxiousness on internet forums and how things can get out of hand.

>> No.11258207

>>11258151
>>11258166
anon can you stop? the entire thread is cringing.

>> No.11258227

>>11258207
... why would that matter, and why would your response be representative of the whole? Do you not get the point of asking questions?

>> No.11258729

>>11256836
I really don't know what you're trying to say. people are motivated by fear all the time

>> No.11258730

>>11256842
Lol your assumption is that your a fucking tard and nothing can be done about it, how about you kill yourself and save everyone else from having to deal with your shit? Still have no idea why this is a racial thing now? Are non whites immune to retardation?

>> No.11258733

>>11256845
Sounds like a cry for attention to me

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>>11250283
I'm /sci/'s autistic organic chemistry poster.

current list of esters in my collection:

methyl salicylate: wintergreen, mint lifesavers, mouthwash, sweet

isopropyl salicylate: green, sour, lime, herbal, fresh vegetables

isopropyl acetate: sweet banana candies

>> No.11258740

>>11258737
>isopropyl acetate: sweet banana candies
I meant isopentyl acetate sry

>> No.11258747

>>11256960
Doesn't sound to spergy to me, most people are just dumb cunts. most conversation is inane nonsense. Just go with the flow. You'll find friends (or maybe you wont) but all of that sounds normal too me. Conversation is different than small talk and most people prefer small talk. Try being very non committal but positive and you'll be accepted into normie groups, or try and find people who share your interests and you should be accepted for your input

>> No.11258751

Reminder, if you're autistic and never worked to apply for SSI.

If you've worked before, apply for SSDI.

You'll get around $1000 bux a month and free health care. This will give you the means to get somewhere in life hopefully.

>> No.11258759

>>11257683
>how old are you bro?
29, I really thought that was common knowledge?

Definitely try the webcam thing

>> No.11258770 [DELETED] 

>>11254077
>Better, had a lot of gender confusion so took many drugs to cope and almost dropped out of university

Dude, you're me.

Gender confusion is very common with autism b/c our minds are so alien that we don't subscribe to the traditions that normies invent to make their reality more beautiful. Such as the spirit of a "handsome young man" and a "Beautiful pretty girlie".

>> No.11258774

>>11258166
Please kill yourself and stop posting. In that order you stupid fucking tripfag

>> No.11258800

>>11258143
Northeastern USA

>> No.11258805

>>11258729
People are, yeah, but Anons aren't really people. Individuals come here to project stuff that they can't do elsewhere with a few special case exceptions.

>>11258774
Namefag != Tripfag
>It's amazing how some people use words and think it changes anything.

>> No.11258812

>>11258805
Anons are anonymous, they are still people and you're a tripfag, how does your nonsensical name relate to the thread? It's 4 different names and they are all gay.

Y R U Gay?

>> No.11258813

>>11258812
My name is purely optional for others to identify. I'm not really a fan of being Anonymous or Unknown, where's the fun in that?

>> No.11258874

>>11258737
Autistic or not, at least you have a solid interest in a definite subject, and post about it without spewing venom in all directions like the benzedrined puff-adders creeping under every piece of furniture here.

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>>11258813
>>11258813
>where's the fun in that?
LOL SAMEFAGGING WITHOUT ANYONE KNOWING OF COURSE

>> No.11259103

i have autism and i have nothing to balance this deficit
why God oh why just kill me already

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>>11259103
>why God oh why just kill me already
lol that's how i've balance it. Death will be a magnificent release from the horrific responsibility of organizing peoples' miserable fucking emotions for them because they want to hold onto their delusional perception of power.

>> No.11259184

>>11259103
maybe you at least get autismbux?