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10633675 No.10633675 [Reply] [Original]

Too much intelligence can disable a person from his normal functions. Life requires being numb to the truth to operate. Being constantly conscious about things is debilitating and leads you to not enjoy life in a spontaneous way.

>> No.10633685

>>10633675
cope

>> No.10633688
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>>10633675
Intelligent people are actually more likely to be happy. Sucks to be you, OP.

>> No.10633699

>>10633688
no they're not

>> No.10633775

>>10633675
yup

>>10633688 this bloated fuck cant be happy without kicking your dog and feasting. he thinks hes intelligent because he's found himself many different ways of stuffing his face with the worlds resources

>> No.10633985

>>10633675
Sometimes I think it is true. Especially when you see how corrupt people are. Or even how stupid people hurt each other. But you can be an evil person and be smart and then you just perpetuate misery.

>> No.10633994

>I'm depressed and lazy, therefore I'm smart.
Settle down lil' Descartes.

>> No.10634010

>>10633675
i think everyone with slightly above intelligence learns that pretty soon in their life, if they are not blissful about the world surrounding them

>> No.10634015

cool

>> No.10634051

>>10633675
>>>/reddit/

>> No.10634366
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>>10633675
I really want to know why you posted this thread and what you get out of it. Do you need to vent? Do you want (You)s? Self-assurance and gratification? You're just depressed narcissist #403843 stealing time and attention from others because your life is so shit and lonely. You're not smart, you're just inhibited and timid. You've failed to mentally mature past their teen years. What truths are you talking about? Please tell me your profound realisations if you're not too scared. You've convinced me that, since you're so intelligent, you can easily state these truths you've discovered, after what I assume to be many, many years of pondering, meditating, and researching.

The fact that you made this post at all only shows that you've failed to act upon this information that you've found. What are you going to do, OP? Hide in your bedroom sulking about unfairness and evil? The only truths to life is that the strongest thrive, and the sustainable survive. If society is going to collapse, then so be it. It's not that it didn't deserve to survive, it's just that it couldn't survive. Which is good, because another society can build itself from the rubble, and maybe that society will be better (if not, who cares? It'll die just the same) What's the point of forcing something alive if it cannot support itself? It should just die. Likewise with people. People that cannot live the way they desire should just die

>> No.10634579

>>10633688
Standing by what sources?

>> No.10634608

>>10633675

> i'm too intelligent to perform
a thread died for this brainletism

>> No.10634621

>>10633675
>thinking you are smart
>making a thread about this topic here
yea no

>> No.10634659

>>10633688
That is incorrect
t. tested in top 1% on IQ

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10634663

Pretentious but not entirely wrong, I have a doctorate in computer engineering and I've always been a sad mega anxious fuck.

>> No.10634679

>>10634366
not op, but for me it‘s the truth that everyone you ever cared about is going to end in eternal nothingness. That existence is inertly meaningless and no matter what you do, you cannot win in life. Either it is happy and fullfilled, then you have to abandon it and everything at some point, or your life sucks, then the only time you ever get to experience existence was bad.
my life is everything i every had and the only thing i will really have, i‘m fucking scared of dying and know that there is nothing i can do about it.

if you can solve that for me, i would thank you with my life, but you can‘t

>> No.10634683

>>10633675
right

>> No.10634685

>>10634663
No. You are a sad mega anxious fuck who just happens to have a doctorate.

>> No.10634753

>>10634685
And you are the intelligent one who fully enjoys life and is constantly happy and fulfilled right?

>> No.10634764

>>10634659
IQ makes you dumb

>> No.10634823

>>10633699
>>10633775
>>10634579
Ali, A. et al. (2013). The relationship between happiness and intelligent quotient: the contribution of socio-economic and clinical factors. Psychological Medicine, 43(6). 1303-1312.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/22998852/
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0001879117300039

>> No.10634827

>>10634366
Based Guts.

>> No.10634847

>>10633675
I'm stupid and unhappy.

>> No.10634974

>>10633675
Go to bed Rust.

>> No.10635134

yeas

>> No.10635278

I'm a hard headed empiricist with a solid scientific education. I never believed in supernatural events. And yet I now stand convinced in my rational mind that paranormal activities are real. The inability to understand them stems from a misinformed ontology than from the question of the phenomena existing.

>> No.10635400

>>10635278
What?

>> No.10635402

>>10634366
Truth is that 90% of your problems come from an abusive childhood and abusive society. The people with all the power in the world are complete assholes and that's mostly because power corrupts human beings due to the ego. And technology is getting so advanced that if you disapprove of the way people do things tough luck you can't change anything because you are fucking nobody compared to the whole of society. So if our society is corrupt, which it is, there is very little you can actually do about it. Best you can do is fend for yourself which just leads to everyone being selfish dicks unfortunately. You can say that it is cynical but it is the truth and it's not wrong to dislike it.

>> No.10635403

>>10635278
Tell us about the said paranormal activities you've become convinced of. Pretty much everything "paranormal" I know can be explained somehow scientifically.

>> No.10635413

>>10634659
Outliers exist anon. I thought you were supposed to be smart.

>> No.10635462

>>10634847
This, better being intelligent and unhappy than stupid and unhappy.

>> No.10635473

>>10633688
In a way yeah, since you can more easily outside the depressive side of you to avoid suicide idealation by questioning it harder.

Since I find you can trap it by simply pointing out most other people aren't objectively more valuable than you or more deserving of living. If you aren't deserving of living, most other people aren't either.

>> No.10635480

>>10635473
>If you aren't deserving of living, most other people aren't either.

This seems extremely selfish though.

>> No.10635506

>>10635480
Selfishness is thinking you are uniquely undeserving of living.

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>>10633675

>> No.10635604

>>10633675
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oX2xFo7JA4

>> No.10635659

>>10634823
brainlets literally on suicide watch

>> No.10635666

>>10633675
I'm genuinely impressed at how people can think like this past the age of 20 or so.

Just how old is the userbase, here?

>> No.10635676

>>10635666
how can you not believe it? it's true. all the people with zest for life are retarded extroverts

>> No.10635795

>>10635666
tell me how you don‘t? besides the intelligence claim i mean

>> No.10635806

>>10634753
>lmao if it’s not one extreme it’s the opposite

>> No.10635859

>>10633688
>>10634823
>>10635462
>>10635659
Intelligent people are more likely to claim they are happy because they know they should be happy and saying they are unhappy when the conditions around them are so conducive to being happy, meanwhile knowing your own good qualities when compared to the less talented and the less fortunate also contributes to the fact that you should at least have fullfilment in life if not happiness.
Reporting unhappiness might be mistaken for pestilence and ungratefulness, hence why: Intelligent people are more likely to report they are happy

Q.E.D.

>> No.10635864

>>10635859
Why did you tag me?

>> No.10635868

>>10635864
I'm sorry anon I have a crush on you

>> No.10635881

>>10633688
But desu my anxiety doesn't let me enjoy my happiness

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>>10633675
Stupidity has much bigger drawbacks that far outweigh alleged drawbacks of intelligence.

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>>10635917
Never seen an authentic idiot being sad, all my normie friends are out there enjoying life clueless of everything.

>> No.10635971

>>10633675
militant brainlet, kek

>> No.10636092

>>10635971
what's your iq?

>> No.10636603

>>10635928
you realize that depression is very common among low IQs, right?

>> No.10636644

>>10634366
based extreme projection

>> No.10637322

>>10636603
I have a master degree in mathematics and I'm a teacher, I'm not happy, yet my retarded friends are always chilled out doing nothing and posting selfies of themselves on facebook. I guess that theory is wrong.

>> No.10637510

>>10637322
To me it looks like they are trying hard to simulate a lot of things.

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Why women are not attracted / stimulated by intelligence?

>> No.10637554

>>10637322
Depressed people do nothing and are proven in studies to visit social media more often

>> No.10637562

>>10633675
tumblr.gif
tumblr.post

>> No.10637567

>>10637554
I'm severely depressed and I never go to Facebook neither I have an Instagram account.

>> No.10637609

>>10637567
n=1, nice sample size brainlet

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>>10637553
Only if those are plus features of chad.

>> No.10637763

>>10637553

who the FUCK is that gurl

>> No.10637785

>>10637763
The girl I get to fuck on daily basis.

>> No.10637818

>>10637785

one, no it isn't, and two, you're a faggot

>> No.10637832

>>10634679
>Either it is happy and fullfilled, then you have to abandon it and everything at some point, or your life sucks, then the only time you ever get to experience existence was bad.
Either it is happy and fulfilled, so everything's great and then you move on, or your life sucks, then you die and experience peace and rest.

>wahh the glass is half empty
I'd hate to see how you handle a real existential crisis.

>That existence is inertly meaningless and no matter what you do, you cannot win in life.
Raise kids on video games no wonder they're nihlists who think life is all about "winning." You realize charlie sheen and trump are joke personas right?

>> No.10637837

>>10637567
you're also low IQ, so...

>> No.10637941

>>10637553
>>10637748
Chad gets to enjoy this while we do the maths...

>> No.10638068

>>10637941
maths and science exist exactly to cope with this feel

>> No.10638127

>>10633675
I'm not regular /sci/ and I can tell only mostly pseuds are unhappy with too intelligent, exception being life situation.

>> No.10638353

>>10637553
>>10637748
more.

>> No.10638374

>>10634679
I think you would be very interested in psychedelics and mindfulness meditation. Look up Waking Up from Sam Harris, first 5 meditations are free and you can write them that you can't afford it and they will give you a year-long access. As for psychedelics, psilocybin mushrooms are very easy to grow and spores are legal in most states. Psilocybin mushrooms are very safe (safer than cannabis) but one has to do his own research and understand that this is a powerful tool for self-growth that should be taken in moderate dose in a safe environment and only alone or with one person that has complete trust. I recommend trying mushrooms after consistent 30 days of daily meditation practice. You should also read The Doors of Perception by Huxley, it's 25 pages about his psychedelic experience that captures the essence better than anyone else ever did.

I used to be very afraid of death to the point I jumped to my feet and said out no loudly on occasion. In my case it was psilocybin that put me on the path of meditation practice and the combination changed everything. Nothing really matters and that's why you are truly free.

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>>10638353
A classic

>> No.10638390

>>10637553
Evolutionary biology tells us that it was women that was the driving factor of intellect growth in men. Women want competent and fit men so they let men fight among themselves to prove their worth (as mating partners).

>> No.10638399

>>10638390
Why most women are largely most stupid than men and not the contrary? Most scientists, composers, artists and intellectuals are men.

>> No.10638400

>>10638383
O_O

>> No.10638410

>>10638399
men have to achieve, women don't. women are just the mules for the genes.

occasionally though, women will want to achieve, and it's usually cause they're failures as women (unattractive) so they have to act like men.

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>>10638410
>usually cause they're failures as women (unattractive)

Not entirely right, besides that can function for men too. The research in art from women can happen due to social circumstances, unreal insecurity or because they've been culturally educated. Most classical instrumentalists women come from well educated aristocratic families, I study in a conservatory and there are a lot of smoking hot talented females.

My personal best case is when the girl is a total cutie but is somehow insecure of fucked-up in the head.

>> No.10638490

This thread is just sad brainlets struggling to justify their stupidity by pretending they’re happier than people who are actually happier thanks to their superior ability to evaluate their decisions to avoid doing stupid shit.

>> No.10638499

>>10638068
This

>> No.10638534

>>10638383
I love how she secretly enjoys the fact that he's filming her.

>> No.10638566

>>10638410
>occasionally though, women will want to achieve, and it's usually cause they're failures as women (unattractive) so they have to act like men.
Thing is, my boss is smoking hot. A little old (40s) but still beautiful, great bod, visibly aging skin but not a big deal. Like Sharon Stone in Basic Instinct 2 but a little more visibly aged. What's the deal? This woman has it all (great job, kids, great looks...) how does this happen? Feels unfair

>> No.10638569

>>10638534
heard it was staged

>> No.10638586

>>10638534
>I love how she secretly enjoys the fact that he's filming her.
Slave hole coping strategies do not signify consent to slave hole treatment.

>> No.10638603

>>10638399
Because of your nice hyperbole. If you think women are stupid, just think about the world from their point of view. Women need different evolutionary strategy than men and this affects their psychology, not necessarily intelligence.

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>>10633675
How about this actor looking not unlike Kushner? At Exide one day, one of my coworkers gave me some nasty stink eye over the divider between cubicles. I thought the guy looked like Kushner that day, and Kushner also looks like Clinton. I bring Clinton up because he says he is a South African Jew whose family is in the same business as Joel "El Mencho" Collins, the son of Steve "The Atlanta Child Murderer" Collins. They have a business that delivers produce to most of the restaurants around Atlanta. Joey and Clinton's families are in the same business: produce. I think Joey is actually in the human trafficking business and they wrap children up in saran wrap and give them little breather devices to ship them in produce trucks, like watermelons especially. Steve told me he "done went and bought so many watermelons he done went and muhself a watermelon mogul." Steve and Joey's house is in Jonesboro, on Mt. Zion Place off of Mt. Zion Road, back behind Mt Zion high school. There's a couple of other roads out there named Mt Zion, but directly behind the culdesac at the end of Mt Zion Place is "Thrill Kill Road" which hearkens back to the Atlanta Child Murderer days.

When True Detective season one came on, El Mencho was asking me about the show and he kept saying, "That's my stuff! That's my stuff." He didn't mean the cops. He meant the psycho cult. I see Wright's Lake there too, and I think there was a Jordan Wright involved with Tim "Tim Geitner" Leissner of Goldman Sachs having a hand in the 1MDB scandal.

>> No.10638618

>>10638607
Towards the time where I stopped training at Alliance, Clinton, who looks like Kushner, and who got married just before the election, kept saying to me about Aaron Schauble, "He's with us man. He's with us!" I never knew what Clinton was talking about or exactly who was the us he was talking about. Maybe he though I was in their True Detective cult.

It seemed weird to me and then I realized that we had some other guy at the school "Bull Shaw". His name is Aaron "Shaw Bull" Schauble's name. When I was dating Emily, she took me to her brother's apartment near Marietta Square. I had been to that apartment complex once before, Bull Shaw lived there,

>> No.10638649

>>10638374
thanks for the advise!
>Nothing really matters and that's why you are truly free.
i hear that a lot, but the problem is no matter how free i am, i still die... The only way i can find to challenge that fear rationally is finding a way to look forward to death or at least neutral acceptance, but i don‘t know how.
I actually want to try mushrooms, but I think it‘s a bad idea while I‘m at a depression-low.

And meditating (clearing my head, focussing on the moment) helps me relax my muscles and induce some easiness, but is there a long term solution to be okay with eternity in any form? with the end of everything including myself?

What helps me a little is when I realize that I don‘t truly exist as a closed system, only as the aggregated information flow from sensoric input that makes my neurons fire and that nothing really changes when they don‘t, only one of the many possible illusions of self awareness fades, but I am nonetheless rather attatched to that illusion

>> No.10638665

>>10637832
I didn‘t mean winning in that way, just that there is no way out of dying. And yes, I could be an optimist, but I would still die. So will you. How does that not keep you awake at night? How can people still enjoy life if they are fully aware that they are going to lose it?
It doesn‘t have to be good, just bareable.

>> No.10638668

>>10638586
Please explain this.

>> No.10638669

So what with Goldman Sachs being in my post, let me tell you about Elyn R Saks. She wrote an autobiography which I recently read after finding a copy deposited into my slave hole at the jail. Supposedly, she is schizophrenic but the point of her book is that even though 99% of schizophrenics cannot function normally enough to hold a job, she was able to have a super successful career. Regarding her schizophrenia, in her recounting she would always exclaim, "I've killed lots of people!," and then follow that up with some nonsense rambling like a crazy person. I think she really did kill a bunch of people, and that pretending to have schizophrenia offered a way to make cathartic admissions of guilt without inviting any legal culpability. In the beginning of her book she wrote something like, "Growing up in a Jewish family in Miami, I quickly became aware that others might be resentful of our Judaism." I think the judaism she is talking about is the cult from True Detective. Furthermore, if the Saks Jews of Miami are in the cult then I'd wager the Saks Jews and the Sachs Jews of NYC are in it too.

>> No.10638670

>>10638399
men have higher variation in their genetics, including IQ. That is sensible since good variations should be able to breed more often and women should be the measuring stick.

>> No.10638674

>>10635928

Wtf is this sick shit? typewriter? shit computer? an american passport but a map of europe? a candle?

>> No.10638675

>>10638668
I speak to my surveillance team in a cordial manner but that does not imply my consent to their activities. I want to kill them all and I hate them, and I want to burn their children and rub their faces in human shit in front of everyone who ever admired a single thing they did.

>> No.10638680

>>10638649
>i hear that a lot, but the problem is no matter how free i am, i still die
I is just an illusion. The I in your case is the ego placing the consciousness into a cup of fear, like a water. Once you learn to discern the two you learn to let the fear pass and free yourself of the attachment. Meditation shouldn't be about relaxing, even relaxing is a cup that is filled with consciousness. It should be witnessing and living in the present, and deciding whether you want to pick any of the cups available and fill them with the consciousness. Do your own research on psychedelics and decide for yourself whether you want to open those doors.

Entertain the opposite. Imagine living for eternity. Though there is a chance that you will get to choose when you die with technology, if ever.

>>10638665
Because people don't realize it. It pops in the mind from time to time. Otherwise there would be no factory worker, no deforestation for profits and no war if people realized the bitter truth of their lifes and tried to live by it. Why is anyone road raging? Sitting in their car, being mad at some other nobody consciousness, why? Because they don't realize they are dying and the significance of it at that moment.

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>>10638353

>> No.10638697

>>10638680
so realizing that "I" never really existed in the first place helps you cope? Good to know that my intuition guided me towards a working solution. Thank you, whoever you are.

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So... there was Bull Saw and Shauble, and Emily's brother John Hancock. After I told the story about the "FEMA" building on Southside Industrial Parkway, the lead federal contact guy in the plutonium leak was Don Hancock.

In Pizzagate, there was one photo of some refrigerated warehouse with the caption "looks fun!" Joey "El Mencho" Collins and his father Steve "The Atlanta Child Murderer" Collins rent a lot of space like that around Atlanta for their produce business. Joey took me on a tour of a huge refrigerated warehouse they rent by the airport, and he told me the building next to it was FEMA. Later, when I tweeted about the FEMA building, there was a plutonium leak in New Mexico. They eventually attributed the plutonium leak to defective kitty litter.


>Nuclear accident in New Mexico ranks among the costliest in U.S. history
>https://www.latimes.com/nation/la-na-new-mexico-nuclear-dump-20160819-snap-story.html
this "plutonium leak" happenend not even five minutes after I posted this map on twitter for the first time

>> No.10638715

>>10638702
In fact, pic related PIZZA-map is "Mountain View, GA" which is the hometown of the original suspects in the Atlanta child murders. It's right next to the airport.

Back in the day, Georgia Tech used to have a nuclear reactor on campus, and I think they had a nuclear waste dump underground near the airport. I think this is the real location of the black site "The Salt Pit" in Altanta rather than in Afghanistan.

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>>10638697
No. You don't cope because that would imply attachment. Consciousness is not attached to anything, it is already free of all its contents. From your point of view the contents are the important part, the story of your life you are telling yourself every day, but they are just small stones flying in the infinite space that is the consciousness. If you look at a object and try to look from the object back at you and search for your head, you may find for a moment that you don't have a head. That is a glimpse into the infinite, a borderless experience.

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In fact, they always talk about the giant pile of dirt being evidence of a huge underground compound beneath the Denver airport, and here you can see the exact some anomalous huge pile of dirt right next to the Atlanta airport.

>> No.10638736

What an embarrassing thread.

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In fact, if you make a tunnel straight from where the highway goes under the airport to the pile of dirt, the path goes right through the spooky wooded area just south FEMA, right at the county line.

I'll tell you how the tunnel under the airport first came to my attention. When i first moved to Atlanta, I would use the Midtown train station a lot. It is directly under the 6th District Federal Reserve HQ building. One of the locked doors opening onto the train platform, they used to have a graffito "Access to reptileville, way down under." Years later, they replaced the grafittoed sign with an auspcious one that said "ELECTRICAL CLOSET" in a huge font much bigger than what would usually mark an electrical closet. Anyhow, one day I was driving on 285 and I went through the tunnel under the airport. I saw on the doors opening into the tunnel the exact same sign "ELECTRICAL CLOSET." I thought it was weird that the local transit Authority MARTA was using the same vendor for signs as the federal interstate system. They were the exact same sign, but I would imagine that usually signs on the interstate and signs in the local subway are different. Anyway, the first place I saw that sign was on a door that used to say "Access to Reptileville, way down under." The second place I saw it was under the airport. If you draw a line from that door under the airport on the side of I-285, straight to the giant pile of dirt which is a telltale sign of underground construction, then the line goes through the spooky wooded area at the county line across the street from FEMA. The thing is... when I posted that El Mencho tld me that building was FEMA, the memes in my Twitter were like
>DUDE THAT'S NOT FEMA
then a few days later I saw some maps of some similar location in North Korea. Notably they had a "korean guardhouse" right in the location where the train tracks cross Southside Industrial Blvd.

>> No.10638836

>>10638607
>>10638702
>>10638789
Please die.

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One time El Mencho gave me a ride to the airport. He said I had to help him move some stuff first. He brought me down to the pizza warehouse to unload some stuff. In the room where he told told us to put the stuff were a bunch of rolled up carpets. After we left he kept being like, "Man! My dad is real nice, man! WOW! My Dad is a real mice guy."

When Joey first picked me up that day, he could see I was hesitant to get into his car. He said, "What do you think, man? I'm gonna kill you? Haha, cmon." Then we left his warehouse it was like he was surprised that they didn't kill me. Then I caught my flight to AZ, Helene was crying awfully when I got there, there was some gangstalker standing behind her filming out greeting when I landed, and sometimes after that they supposed "caught David Miscarriage on the phone saying about his father, 'If he dies, he dies.'"

I wonder if Helene said that about me when Steve was asking to kill me, but he detected her reluctance to say it plainly and did not do so. Just a hunch. It was quite weird how much she was crying when i got there, and that guy filming us was quite weird too. This was thanksgiving 2013 or 2014 maybe.

In fact, El Mencho got his name when Helene and I visited Joey and got a tour of the Pizza warehouse on the preceding thanksgiving. Joey and Steve have the contract for delivering produce to all the trader joe's around Atlanta, and they delived the flower bouquets that TJ's sells too. On the tour of the huge refrigerated warehouse, Joey gave Helene a bouquet of TJ flowers. After that she always said, "Oh! I liek Joey! He's such a mensch!" Before that, there was no El Mencho.

El Mencho's real name is Joel Steven Collins Jr but they say his name is Nemesio Osegurra Cervantes. That is also a meme name because Joey was my "Nemesis" in jiu jitsu. We said, "Osss!" a lot in jiu jitsu so jiu jitsu was the Osss War, or Osguerra. Cervantes has to do with servants.

>> No.10638869

In fact, the "Jalisco New Generation Cartel" is probably a meme name for "Joel's Company," or "Jo-el's company.' You can see how the drug traffickers would called Joel by the name "Halle," and his drug business is Hale's Co. It's the new generation because Steve "The Atlanta Child Murderer" Collins has the legal name Joel Steven Collins, and him passing it to his son Joel Steven "Joey" Collins is the new generation of "Jale's Co."

In fact, the horrible torture place that you don't want to go in True Detective was called Carcosa, and that gets its name from Joey and Steve's produce business: The Collins Brothers Company, a/k/a Coboco.

>> No.10638872

>>10638696
I would fuck her so hard and blast all of the cum I have in her.

>> No.10638883

>>10638869
>The Collins Brothers Company, a/k/a Coboco.
I don't know if you can still find their cached facebook page. It had a picture of a little girl in a bikini in a shark's mouth, and also some weird comment from Lucivando "Lucifer" Silva. Facebook page disappeared after I screenshotted it several times.

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>> No.10638921

>>10638732
but consciousness is clearly finite...

>> No.10638985

>>10638921
Clearly?

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>>10638702
Before I knew who was that person "Chis Chan," someone contacted me on facebook. Supposedly it was a high school acquaintance and we agreed to meet for sex. The person was quite hideous, I think in hindsight it may have been this Chris Chan person. We went to some restaurant. The person who I was with, who was certainly not the person that facebook told me it was, kept pointing to the TV at the restaurant saying "Look, it's that Japanese Gameshow!" It was a video of some little vehicles or something, and I had never seen it. Around the third or fourth time the person Iw as with said, "Look, its that Japanese Gameshow," I recognized the green lego baseplate from my own legos. I recongized all the toys in the videos as my old toys. The greed piece, the treaded lego wheels, the non-lego motors from my toy cars, the electrical connectors to hook wires to screws, the one steel marble. I recognized everything in the video that person was calling "The Japanese Gameshow." I left those toys with Helene when I moved to Joe's house in 1992.

On the way home from the restaurant, that person made some weird comments about Shaw Industries, as relates to Bull Shaw and Aaron Schauble. I googled them when I got home and I saw they were located on "Titan Row" in Florida. I was watching Attack on Titan at that time, and the person I was with that evening at the restaurant seemed very much like one of the giant lumbering monsters constantly killing ripping people to pieces in the episodes of Attack on Titan.

>> No.10639117

post more ass retards

>> No.10639181

>>10635509
Devdas was a really good movie. Every so often indian cinema produces something really good

>> No.10639196

>>10635864
point
counter point

that's how this works. or have you not figured that out yet.

>> No.10639719

>>10633675
just be conscious faster faggot

>> No.10639722

>>10638499
at least we'll be there when the war is over, and she's crying over Chad's grave. We'll call him a brave man while knowing he was just following our plan.

>> No.10639734

Shai Ruhk Khan is my main man

>> No.10639738

>>10633675
What's your IQ and highest education?

>> No.10639936

>>10633675
>Being constantly conscious about things is debilitating and leads you to not enjoy life in a spontaneous way.
People who are actually intelligent (not just instructed) find a way to get over it and thrive. People you think are less intelligent than you have understood it takes work to be happy. Go buy some self help books and make an effort.

>> No.10639951

>>10635859
Never have those 3 letters been less deserved.

>> No.10640036

>>10633675
This is why the Neanderthals died. They hadn't any fucks to give anymore. (Pure speculation on my part, but it comforts me.)

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>> No.10640096

>>10638985
i wasn‘t conscious before I was born, and I assume I am purely physical, since non physicality couldn‘t interact with physical reality. So I can‘t convince myself that my consciousness can exist without the neurons producing it.

>> No.10640104

>>10640096
it's easy to be philosophical when you're comfy

>> No.10640116

>>10640104
throwing out all reason to be able to believe in some form of afterlife does not work for me as a strategy. I am glad some people can do that, but it makes no sense to me that my feeling of self would be preserved independent of my brain

>> No.10640145

>>10640096
It is infinite in space, not time, just like this universe. You have too much free time that is not spent with purpose on your hands. Would you be less worried if humans had 3000 years or 3 million years lifespan? The precious gift of life is spent on not living, what a way to live.

>> No.10640305

As a sufferer of death anxiety myself, I believe there are two major ways to react to death. The fearful, panic like reaction at the thought of your own death is a biological mechanism that is supposed to hit you when you are in extreme danger, and it serves a purpose of some kind. I don't know what purpose. It can happen that this mechanism is activated by some conditions which are not necessarily conscious, even when you're not in immediate danger of dying.The second way is thinking about one's own mortality consciously, and it can make one's life feel meaningless. If material death = death of consciousness, thus infinite oblivion, this realization can make one's life feel meaningless. The weird thing that happened to me early in childhood is that this second way of thinking about it, triggers the reaction I was referring to in the first way. Something like this guy >>10638374 described. But what I believe in the end is that thinking about death is a waste of time/life, unless it offers inspiration to live life more positively or fully. because if its truly gonna happen, and its ouf of my own will, then why be sad about it. There's nothing anyone can do about it.

>> No.10640352

I think being too smart makes you dumb then

>> No.10640356

>>10639196
Why did you tag me again?

>> No.10640368

>>10633675
if you are very intelligent but dissatisfied, you're not applying yourself

if you're stupid you can probably be happy easier (given a stable life free from poverty and shit) because you've reached the extent of your abilities, but put an almost-genius in a boring position and he'll get depressed from not exercising his abilities. It's like having a husky if you can't take it out for walks 8 hours a day

>> No.10640433

>>10633675
You are not strong enough to wield this IQ.

>> No.10640584

I have a friend of mine who's a talented chess player and he's involved in regional championship which won three times. He's a very nice guy but constantly depressed and devoid of any apparent happiness.

>> No.10640655

I'm 135 and it sucks because I'm not genius enough to enjoy studies and not retarded enough to enjoy retard activities
Being retarded is bliss

>> No.10640694 [DELETED] 

>>10633675
Only defective brains feel sadness at high levels of intelligence.

>> No.10641935

>>10637553
They are