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sci please help me. I don't see any possibility to end my pain, only killing myself, but i don't want to kill myself. I am studying EE in a really renowned university. I study a LOT with my girlfriend, she is the top student in the class. Now we are in the third year and she is doing really great and i am doing extremely shitty. I don't know why, i study everything with her (we live togheter) so i don't think its a matter of how hard i work, i just think maybe i am not smart. And no, i can't deal with this. I can't deal with the fact that the girl that i love is smarter than me and that i cant have control over my life and that i will fail university eventhough i study like a retard. I don't know what to do and i don't know how i can deal with this pain, is so extreme that i can't even describe. I didn't even knew it was possible to feel so much pain, and i live with chronic pain since i was young because of a car accident. Its just unberable, please help me.

>> No.5824912

>>5824908
> I don't see any possibility to end my pain
Get some acetaminophen, it's an analgesic. That should help.

>> No.5824915

Where do you feel the pain, OP?

>> No.5824913

You could ask your girlfriend to repost this in a more readable format for you, to start.

But I guess in the long run you can start cooking meals at home and straightening up around the apartment. Then, you can make a good case for your viability as a house husband later on.

Cheers

>> No.5824919

>>5824908
stop being a faggot and study more, there's no such thing as difficult subjects, intelligence comes after the PhD, before that its just studying.

>> No.5824923

>>5824915
in my back

>> No.5824926

>>5824923
At which level?

>> No.5824927

>>5824926
all my back. i had my spine fused when i was young. I cant live this way anymore.

>> No.5824932

Maybe you are not a memorization machine, maybe you just need a more practical way to study. Try searching for new ways to learn, go at your own pace when studyng, don't compare yourself with other people and above all relax, not everything in life are studies.

>> No.5824931

>>5824927
Have you talked with your neurologist?

>> No.5824935

>>5824931
No but i have talked with a lot of orthopedists.

>> No.5824948

I don't know, dude, just don't kill yourself. Even cutting your spine and becoming paraplegic is better than dying. You will still please women with your penis although you won't feel anything, you will still piss and shit although you may never know when the time will come.

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5824979

>>5824948
>You will still please women with your penis although you won't feel anything
[sarcasm] yes, because riding cripple-cock is every womans secret fetish [/sarcasm]

>> No.5825039
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5825039

i feel you op, the girl i was with in high school went to MIT while i went to a state school. i used to worry about whether she's smarter than me, i'm dumb, etc., but i stopped.

you should ask yourself some questions, OP. you should ask yourself whether you truly have hit a brick wall or whether you've just encountered a very stubborn obstacle. (i feel it's almost certainly the latter.) try to identify what's at the root of your school problems:

is it that you're burned out?
is it that your study habits are ineffective?
is it that the attitude you take towards your schoolwork is hampering your ability to engage with it?
is it that you're absolutely incapable of grasping the material no matter what you try? (i really doubt the answer is 'yes')
is it that an initially small gap in performance between you and your girlfriend made you lose confidence, which worsened your performance, which worsened your confidence, etc., putting yourself in a positive feedback loop?

you should try to get some time to yourself to examine your mental state. i think you're just caught in a vicious cycle that you need to break out of. but even if you do decide that you truly are not as intelligent as your girlfriend, i'd ask you this: why should it bother you? your girl still presumably loves you for who you are since you're still together, and you're being the best version of yourself you can be. you can't hope for anything more.

>> No.5825049

>>5824979
Do you even reflex erection, bro?

>> No.5825051

>>5825039

Thanks annon, you really helped. I don't think i am incapable of learning the subject. We are always helping each other and i feel we are both always in the same level of knowledge. I am a really stressed person with cronical pain and that may be one of the factors that makes me fail. I am really, really distracted with details, she always says that i only look to the big picture. When i am doing tests i can't think, i can't relax, i am always trying to finnish the exam so i can go home. I don't know if this is because of the pain or because i am a really anxious person. And yes, i am often tired, but i always sleep with her in the same time and she do well even beign tired. I am feeling that i am in a vicious cycle...

>> No.5825058

>>5825051
does your university have free counseling? if it does, then for the love of dog, make use of it. you've been being treated for the physical damage you sustained from the accident for years, but how much of your treatment has addressed the psychological side of it? you have no time to lose.