/sci/ - Science & Math

it will pass just keep at it

>>5216386
what does it feel like to want it?

>>5216419
i miss being full of energy. it's so much nicer being on meth. you think about how much easier life is on and it and how the orgasms are on it.

>>5216423
sounds like caffeine

I don't know much about this but maybe try to force yourself to exercise

>>5216427
No, caffeine isnt in the same realm. It's so much better. But exercise, maybe i just dont want to fuck up my heart. I avoided anything that increased my heart rate besides fapping when on meth since it'd make my heart pound when i jerked off. I can only imagine how hard my heart would race aftr running a mile on the shit.

Irregular heart beat is apparantly a smyptom of withdrawal too.

Shouldn't have upped your dose like that, assuming you were taking it for study.

>>5216441
a mixture. i was taking it to study at first, then i took it recreationally to fap, play games, talk to this girl from new zealand online really late due to time zone differences.

but yeah I shouldnt have upped the dose.

>>5216445
i feel like i've heard your story before
do lots of ppl take meth to stay up and talk to ppl online?

>>5216452
i posted a few times this week since 4chan is the only person besides my online friend i have to talk to. sorry if it bothers people but...it's better than using heh

but there are quite a few methheads on /r9k/

>>5216457
hey no worries, if talking or writing about it helps then i'm glad you put it somewhere

>>5216457
> 4chan is the only person besides

lawlz 4chan is not a person

Hmm. I'm a redditor and have been getting over it and lurking on 4chan, this is my first post. Honestly, i don't have much advice. But I do know how it feels to be a Junkie. My problem is Weed and Caffeine. I have gotten hooked to Adderall. First taking it to study but then afterwards for recreationally use because I was so much more relaxed about the world than normally. Studying for college, playing computer games, just even walking around without the constant nagging of my ego. If you know anything about mediation, it gave me that sort of feeling without trying. So yes i can relate to you and understand how you feel. I'm just trying to say that realistically (coming from a person who is not dealing with meth withdrawal symptoms, but deals with withdrawals from weed and caffeine every day) don't give up please. I can tell you are like me. You know about the beauty of the universe, you know about your problem, you don't want it to kill you because you are one of the few that understand the universe and it's glory. I'm just here to give you encouragement and let you know another homo sapien on this rock obriting an explosive sphere is rooting for you to quit that horrible addiction that can lead to DEATH. You got it brotha. The drug isn't stronger than you, just be stronger than your mind. Be present.

>>5216489
lurkmoar

>>5216489
Go away faggot.
>>Faggots comparing shit like weed to meth.

We kicked the shit out of kids like you when I went to rehab at 17... the kids whose parents sent them there for marijuana or benzo addiction or some bullshit.

you are a degenerate

death to all degenerates and parasites

>>5216497
-1/0

Definitely trying to understand your guys's response that will be useful in posting anon without this abuse. Hmmm let's retry,
fuck off faggots behind the internet who have no real confidence when being looked at with another species eye balls that are transferring information to your brain telling them how fucking ugly and fat you are.

>>5216489
If you're comparing weed to meth i think you're a troll. Caffeine withdrawals to meth withdrawals? Really nigger?

I'm a grown ass man and I've cried 3 times in the last 13 years
>pet 1 died
>pet 2 died
>lost bestfriend and lover

Then randomly i'd cry from the depression due to meth withdrawal ths week. it's weird as hell. It's like emotions were backed up and all poured out. i needed sunglasses because i'd randomly cry in public when not even thinking of anything bad. The withdrawal was weird. its not as bad nearly any more but i still feel out of energy.

im doing some vicodin and the euphoria from the vics is making it way easy to not crave the meth. then weed all day. but im going to fail my quiz tomarrow since i cant study for shit sober. but i guess getting clean off meth is more important than a quiz.

>>5216507
-1/0 (degenerate/degenerate supporter)

People who take up drugs are weak minded

OP, if no troll, stay clean.
Drink milk and eat some fruit. Do some sports.
Think about the reason why you used that shit in the first place and why you don't need it anymore.

>>5216526
you can't divide by 0.

>>5216386
You will fail at getting off meth

>>5216489
>My problem is Weed and Caffeine

Yeah bro i hear you. I've been 18 days clean and chocolate free. Shit is harsh man, so i can relate to you and op.

Seriously though, op, There's a reason they say not even once. Now that you have done it, you will always be hooked to a degree. You will always kinda want to do it again, and you can not give yourself that option. You can't keep shit in storage, you can't do it occasionally for sex, you have to get that shit out of your life. In a couple weeks you may think you are over it and you think "hey why not? its the weekend and I've been doing good", and then you end up doing it all weekend....and then just for Monday....and Tuesday....and then just for this week....

What the fuck do i know though? I've just watched my brother struggle with a meth habit for 9 years.

>>5216495

benzo addiction is serious, bro. check your facts.

We are talking about ice and not ADD medication, right?

>that feel when amphetamine psychosis

It feels like I was handed a key that unlocks the gate of ultimate knowledge, only to have to break off in the lock.

>>5217923
Yes, meth.
>>5217936
iktfb

1. if your quiz tomorrow is important, take the meth you have and start quitting afterwards
2. acquire benzos (preferably clonazepam or diazepam, alprazolam (xanax) is too short acting to be good for WDs)
3. sleep as much as possible, stay hydrated, don't drink alcohol while on benzos
4. don't replace your addiction with a benzo one because they're even harder to kick

>>5216495
my friend died from benzos about 3 weeks ago, also you're retarded

I've got some bad news. Probably at least 2 weeks from what your story sounds like. Good luck. Whomever said you'll want it for the rest of your life is right. I've been smoking for about 9 years now and I've tried to quit several times. I quit once for 6 months, yet, every day I still wanted one. It never fucking goes away unless you have some major trauma associated with it. I can't even imagine the situation I'd be in if I were addicted to amphetamines. I have done them several times, and my body wanted more the next day. This indicated to me that I actually really did not want more or I'd be dealing with a problem very quickly.

Withdrawal effects

Withdrawal symptoms of amphetamine consist primarily of mental fatigue, mental depression and increased appetite. Symptoms may last for days with occasional use and weeks or months with chronic use, with severity dependent on the length of time and the amount of amphetamine used. Withdrawal symptoms may also include anxiety, agitation, excessive sleep, vivid or lucid dreams, deep REM sleep and suicidal ideation.[11][12][13]

you could try Nuvigil which is another stimulant that's much cleaner and has much fewer side effects for a little while. I'm not sure if that would help or not

>>5218077
Quiz every week. dont have enough money to fund my addiction until winter break