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Hey /sci/,

currently my life feels fucking empty.

I have some good friends, a family that loves me (despite my father being dead, grandfather died when i was on vacation).
I'm studying medicine (parents wanted me to, i slowly like it but still would prefer business/economics above it).
Also i'm lifting (escaped my obese body and am currently pretty fit)

19 y/o

Why do i just want to quit?
I have no drive anymore.
No interest in fucking studying, not even searching for a girlfriend anymore.
I just want a life in peace, maybe own a small bar in a tropical country or something.

I also would really like to travel my whole life, see Machhu Pichhu, the chinese wall, Havanna, moscow (living in Germany).

Anybody ever was in that situation too?
Did you just keep on going with your life and everything turned out better?
Did you escape your life and start something whole new?

Sorry for the wall of text and the many I's, would really appreciate proper responses.

>> No.4869850

I am part of a large group that is behind the financing and construction of a project that will give you a chance to explore previously unexplored regions, and will give jobs to many unemployed people.

It is only in its roots. Hold out until then. or you can try to find us.

>> No.4869851

>>4869835
Embrace the gospel of physics and math. It is extremely beautiful.

Also remember you are not here to enjoy your life primarily, you are here to pay your debt to society. When you were being raised you were a drain of resources. So please, get a real job like a physicist, engineer, mathematician, medical doctor, etc.

>> No.4869870

>>4869851
i'm not the smarted kind of guy, i won't do any revolutionary in those subjects.
As a hobby, they both seem boring to me.

Why so sarcastic? Did you take one of these paths and regret not choicing anything else in your life?

>> No.4869884

>>4869870
There was no sarcasm in the post. I'm finishing up a engineering degree. Seeing as you are almost out of medicine, i'd reccomend just keep working torwards it. You'll feel better eventually, maybe you should see a psychologist, or tell your close friends how you feel.

>> No.4869906

Weed.

>> No.4869907

I guess im developing any bipolar disorder shit.

Sometimes i want them big cars, big houses and just work my ass off, and then i want to escape that big illusionary bubble.

I don't think weed will work, tried that once when i was drunk and didn't like the effects, just slowed me down.

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>>4869835

I felt the same way as you at one point OP. I felt trapped, like I was living my life simply to not let my parents down, and the goals I was pursuing were simply because I was being told I needed to pursue them.

I realized i felt like this because I had never made a decision in my life for myself, only in response to the pressures surrounded me from my family and societal expectations in general.

So after my gf of 3 years broke it off when I was 20, I took a year off college and took about 3k out of my savings, told my parents I loved them and appreciated what they have done for me and proceeded to back pack across southeast Asia for 2 and a half months. It was most definetly the best decision I have ever made.

I'm back in college now, but every year I travel to another country where I spend 1-2 months backpacking across it, or as much as i can, to remind myself that there is so much more to life than jobs and societal status.

I understand how you feel OP.

>> No.4869921

According to that picture you can't escape being a lonely faggot taking an egotrip.

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>>4869921
butthurt you won't change anything, ever.

>> No.4869931

thanks for your input, appreciate it very much.

Thread also exists on /fit/ with a bit more content if anyone may be interested.

Good evening fellas

>> No.4869939

>>4869870
you posted in /sci/ so you got a /sci/ oriented answer. hope it helps