/sci/ - Science & Math

>>15049635
>Yes, thread died for this
I don't mind.

>>15049635
*shit happens
Yes, I'm a gigbrainlet how could you tell

>>15049635
Vaxed?

>>15049647
No. ADHD and Hyperphagia. Brain damage due to tendency to ram my head against furniture and other surfaces or other nervous system disease if I'm "lucky" and my bad feelings come true

>>15049635
Stop with the victimism man, sometimes you just got to be the bigger man and own up to your problems. There are people with no limbs that work, there are clinically retarded people that work. Start doing things on your own and stop blaming some non existent entity.
You are just a lazy gluton, its not your adhd or whatever. And even if it was just go get a adderall prescription, its not hard

I hope you get better soon

>>15049695
It's not easy, I live in shithole, not in murica. Yes, I'm lazy retard that I know since days forgotten
>get better soon
With that kind of talk, I just won't.

>retard doesn't want to contribute to society
get a job anon

>>15049703
>It's not easy, I live in shithole, not in murica.
faggot

>>15049635
>(they just want me to get a job and get rid of me)
I literally slept outside in the winter before moving back home. Bus stops, parking garages, legit homeless.

Get a car, move the fuck out you degenerate....you're ruining your future being a bitch.

>>15049635
>(they just want me to get a job and get rid of me)
Lets answer the hard question here. Do you blame them?
>I explain my problems or outright tell them what I already know is clearly wrong with me or what I suspect, but can't be sure so it's suspicion at best
If you could "explain" shit about your problem you would know how to solve it. What you're actually doing is just describing the problem to people who allegedly don't give a shit in your opinion.
>Afterwards they immediately insist I either have tism or depression
Yes. No it doesn't go away. Learn to deal with it.
>same shit when I say what works for me and what didn't
Nobody gives a shit about what works for what should be an independent adult.

>>15049703
>It's not easy, I live in shithole, not in murica.
Statistically speaking you have an easy shithole life not in america...because of america itself. You think it's so easy here and the irony is that it's a cyberpunk dystopia of materialists looking for a fix and full of excessive, unnecessary vices. It is the type of place that spawns, breeds and turns normal people into what you describe yourself as. The clown life.

>With that kind of talk, I just won't.
Dependency, privation, you can't make a decision unless someone else holds your hand. "You just won't", "won't ever" even.

>>15049635
>>15049672
>>15049703
I know how you feel OP. I'm just like you, living in a 3rd world shithole and in constant chronic pain, and every quack doctor here just prescribes me anti inflammatory because that's all they know. I'm jealous of Europeans or Americans who get amazing organizations and resources that could mean a big jump of quality of life to me. All these anons here talking shit about you have no idea how suicidal inducing it is in our situation

>>15049869
>who get amazing organizations and resources
Who the fuck uses those things? A smiling Satan telling you to "Kick back, relax, be pampered you poor baby."

You 3rd-ies never know the evils of imposed abundance. Geberations treated like bminfants become maladapted adults, feckless and corrupted.

>>15049869
i'm european and idk what are you talking about.

>>15049888
>Who the fuck uses those things?
Truth be told only people like him as a reward for illegally entering here. They all get a free prize for getting past disney land security. Careful though, not all states take part in reward winning sweepstakes.

your a faggot

>>15049909
whom*

>>15049888
>Who the fuck uses those things?
People that suffer from pain. Shit like the facial pain association is amazing to me, it'll never happen where I'm from.
>>15049901
Europeans have top quality Healthcare for free though.

>>15049946
>Europeans have top quality Healthcare for free though.
>for free
But, i pay for my healthcare insurance

NOT FUCKING SCIENCE YOU FAGGOT
POST ON R9K OR ADV
THERE ARE TWO LOSER BOARDS FOR YOUR SHIT THREAD

>>15049946
>Europeans have top quality Healthcare for free though
i had to wait to get really sick, near collapsing to get a hospitalized and 1 week for a surgery in a shit equipped hospital, thou.

Now i understand they let you die down there, but it's not exactly a walk in the park just because shit is "free" (it's not, taxes are there for a reason).

>>15049635
How is this science or math?
Don't you belong in >>>/soc/ or something?

>>15049672
>tendency to ram my head against furniture
Hey, don't do that. It's bad for your health.

That'll be $500

>>15049946
>Europeans have top quality Healthcare for free though.
Europoor propaganda. They get 10-year-old American medical care for free if they're about to die

>>15049971
the fact that 90% of the people here are coddling him instead of calling him a faggot tells you all you need to know about this shit site. it's been infested with attention whores and faggots posting dick pics on /soc/ ever since /r9k/ was allowed to stay up. Have you ever accidentally clicked /soc/ instead of /sci/? It's literally all dick pics.

Anyways, let's rescience this thread by spamming random abstracts from our favorite journals. Here's one about NPCs which suits OP perfectly:

https://www.cell.com/cell/fulltext/S0092-8674(22)01423-4

Summary
Nuclear pore complexes (NPCs) are channels for nucleocytoplasmic transport of proteins and RNAs. However, it remains unclear whether composition, structure, and permeability of NPCs dynamically change during the cleavage period of vertebrate embryos and affect embryonic development. Here, we report that the comprehensive NPC maturity (CNM) controls the onset of zygotic genome activation (ZGA) during zebrafish early embryogenesis. We show that more nucleoporin proteins are recruited to and assembled into NPCs with development, resulting in progressive increase of NPCs in size and complexity. Maternal transcription factors (TFs) transport into nuclei more efficiently with increasing CNM. Deficiency or dysfunction of Nup133 or Ahctf1/Elys impairs NPC assembly, maternal TFs nuclear transport, and ZGA onset, while nup133 overexpression promotes these processes. Therefore, CNM may act as a molecular timer for ZGA by controlling nuclear transport of maternal TFs that reach nuclear concentration thresholds at a given time to initiate ZGA.

>>15049635
Kill yourself retard, dont post this on /sci/ you absolute shithead

>>15049946
>People that suffer from pain.
You've never felt true pain in your life.

Easy street ass mf 3rdie living in his ancestor's version of heaven cryin bout "muh fukken face hurts bro"......you need MORE face pain. Thats what you need.

>Europeans have top quality Healthcare for free though.
You think like an impoverished third worlder, as soon as you get inside their country you suck it dry like a parasite.

This is why they hate you, you do shit that deserves it.

>but I just want your free shit :3
EXACTLY.

>>15049703
You can get drugs through mail fat retard. Thats what the dark net is for.
Just think ,anon, what is future anon going to think about current anon is 10 uears from now?

>>15049800
I already had job and couldn't hold it
>>15049826
I can't afford a car and I don't have future
>>15049844
No, but I hate them for everything else
>you would know how to solve it
There is no solving it aside from taking x med that forces me to ignore frustration and pain related to having to do things (work being one of these things). I can only work in erratic environment where I never have to do something, but I can just do something. I knew that (more or less, but not outright) since I was child
>>15049869
I don't have chronic pain, but do NSAIDs work for you? For me they never did
>>15049888
>without abundance
I'm perpetually maladapted
>>15049946
>top quality healthcare for free
No.
>>15049948
No.
>>15049971
Didn't know any better at the time
>>15050018
I will post wherever I please
>>15050076
I'm too retarded to do that.

>>15050178
>at the time
You still haven't deleted it though, its not really a matter of time, just put a check in the box next to the first post in the thread and scroll down to the bottom and hit the delete button.

I started trying to explain why I do certain things and why certain things make me angry because of autism and now my parents deny I even have it.

>>15049635
Your parents are worthless and probably uneducated, mine are the same, no university no nothing, sometimes they claim I'm schizophrenic although no symptoms are present

>>15049888
>Cringy teenager posts
Woah kid

>>15050206
My parents are like that and they're highly educated. They're extremely privileged and can't accept that they produced an offspring that isn't. To them, if you're not successful its your own fault and nothing else.

>>15050189
Well happens I guess, but they are the ones bothering me about it (yet still push narrative I deserve housing and need time to get better?) and can't get through the fact that if I didn't have adhd (confirmed by eeg in childhood so I know for a fact that my frontal lobe is fucked and been like that for a while; having rigid thinking, inability to cope and low frustration threshold doesn't help) then I could get over it easier or not have problems in first place, don't be so unresourceful regarding time management (when I worked, no matter what day - could work hard 12h or finish whole work for the day in 2h and sit off the rest, I still was too depraved of energy to do anything I want in my actual time off) and if I was taking ritalin like I do now or drinking coffee I would feel actual boost in energy instead of drowsiness and relaxation. It wouldn't be so bad if they either just thrown me out of the house already so I can just die on street or accept that I'm fuck up, shit for brains that can at best be pseudo NEET that does all chores, does part time job from time to time and aside from taking up space doesn't bother them or do much else. It's hard to explain my faillings any other way then just say "I'm retard" or "have brain damage" since there isn't much explanation why I don't respond to shit that supposedly works like exercise, sleep hygiene (my sleep cycle is fucked too and I want to sleep at random times and prior to ritalin, random amounts as well) or other copes. The only thing that makes difference is taking centrally acting drug that kills sensation of frustration or produces fake feeling of satisfaction so I don't get distracted and can keep going without being filled with pain, because I have to work and spend most of my time there when I absolutely don't want to do it in this very moment

>>15050220
I really wish I had some form of diagnosed brain damage instead of just autism, that would make everything so much easier. No one would question that I'm a useless retard then and would know that I'm trying my absolute hardest to be normal and contribute to a society that's built against me. And they wouldn't start treating me like a child like they do when I'm forced to say I'm autistic (to be honest, a lot of the time I like that, it must remind me of when I was so much younger and happy, it just makes you look even more stupid).

>>15050215
How many jobs have you applied for?

>>15050211
>Cringy teenager posts
>Woah kid

>Haha, you sure showed me with your worldly wisedom! Haha, much smart.

Why are you so fucking stupid? ANSWER ME. WHY ARE YOU RETARDED?

>>15050245
Anon, I...

>>15050245
Starting when? I currently have a full time job in a dead end career

>>15050250
>full time job
>I can't afford a car and I don't have future

You need a beating. Not love. Not understanding. Not friends. Not family.

A beating to an inch of your life will awaken your spirit and rid you of this demon.

BEGONE, YOU HAVE FAILED YOURSELF.

>>15050253
I will never pass the driving test. Working a dead end job isn't success. I will never be able to afford my own house.

>>15050250
Since you attained seniority at the highest level of some job that you could leverage for a better career.

>>15050245
Back when I was looking for job, a fuckton. I had two jobs and couldn't hold either for more than few months, past that I was just lethargic and mad 24/7
>>15050226
I don't see society as built against me. I just want to stop being bothered about this shit (especially if my ever getting worse memory is serious, but soon enough I shall know)

>>15050259
I'm a janitor, I've reached what is probably the best pay you'd get for this

>>15050269
Are you the Janitor Who Earned $271,000 in 2015 at BART?
Are you aware that private cleaning service businesses can pull in millions a year?

>>15050273
I'd like to try making my own business but I fear I'm too retarded to be able to deal with taxes and the rota. My employers do it all for me.

>>15049635
you will die a virgin

>>15050276
Sounds like you are just validating anon's parents and admitting its your own fault for being afraid rather than any lack of opportunity.

>>15050278
I already had sex so I don't think that's feasible
>>15050276
Doing taxes isn't that bad

Fimmn

>>15049635
oi m8 what do you imagine your perfect life would be
take a solid 5 minutes to think about your ideal lifestyle, the house you'd own, your goal relationship with your family members, the health and fitness of yourself.

now establish a routine for tomorrow for you to change things up. just one day of a little added stress, that's all.

because there are parts of it that you need to let EFFECTIVELY DIE FOREVER. medication can help cover it up, but you NEED to also establish new neural pathways and let parts of your brain rot away so that nutrients redirect themselves to the pathways that pertain to your improved life.

now start moving your body and your mouth in a manner that will achieve that.

today, do whatever the hell you want. tomorrow, you are going to be in pain as you work out your envisioned lifestyle. it's just one day however. if you want, you can quit. but i believe that EVERYONE can put one day aside to work hard, and if they don't take that one day, then you will forever get nowhere.

if you complete that one day and want to conitnue, then maintain at the very least, a LITTLE better of a life than the one you lived yesterday. you are in control of the actions your person makes.

if you desire nom noms, buy some rice cakes. buy some celery. buy some crackers. can buy a shitton of tasty fruits and vegetables if you want to. as long as it's healthier than what you ate the day before.

think logically, don't take more than a few seconds to think about the next move you make with your body. if you feel tired, fine, then move your body into idle mode, play some vidya or watch some tv. but once you snap out of it (and you need to be increasingly aware of the time you spend on non-productive hobbies as you continue on) you need to think about the next thing you have to do. at a point, you will be able to switch from one task immediately to the next and it won't be hard at all.

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>>15050306

>>15050306
>>15050325
fair, this is the first time i've given advice on 4chin and probably the only.

i've suffered depression, these actions of improving your life and working a bit harder each day will not make you depressed. they could make you frustrated, angry even. you will most likely feel a mix of emotions after some days of hard work, but hey, sounds like you're feeling tough emotions already. so what's the harm in feeling tough emotions WHILE you get tougher? right now youre feeling those emotions and you're staying in your current state, which majority of us here agree is a weak state of being. i'm sorry, i've been there before as have every SINGLE HUMAN BEING. EVERY HUMAN HAS HAD A PERIOD OF WEAKNESS. yours is just now and a bunch of anons are answering to your call for help.

if you feel depressed and stuck you need to understand, you will feel even MORE depressed if you continue to give up.

it is IMPERATIVE that you shake things up once in a while. try new things, meet new people, get a girl, tryout riding motorcycles, take a vacation from work to go camping or visit family, buy a dog, buy a rabbit.

idk man just live life as you feel would be worth living, and not as you feel it's worth living in this world at this moment. live with integrity and self-respect.

also, i will note that every single person on god's green earth is an absolute hypocrite. i will disregard all of the advice i've given you probably as soon as tomorrow. and you'll do the same too. just don't forget the advice, don't forget how to actually do stuff that's good for you.

i'm going to bed it's 6am

>>15050306
>perfect life
Doing PCP and MDMA with emo twink on a dump till I get proper brain death
>routine
That's what adds to my anger, I hate structure, even If I have it and manage it well, I just hate it.
>if you want, you can quit
That's why I'm here in my current situation

>>15049869
just smoke some weed bro

>>15049869
I'n sorry to tell you this anon, but much of America should also be classified as a third world shit-hole. I too have chronic pain and doctors who have no interest in diagnosing it. And here they charge you or your insurance bajillions of dollars for their brilliant diagnosis of "You're just anxious and if you stopped paying attention to the pain it would go away."

>>15049703
If when you are in a state of being lazy you feel uneasy it is not laziness. It is procrastination, you avoid problems by being lazy, you are not lazy for the sake of being lazy (some people are and it is not a bad thing, it is good for the heart too, they don't get sick cause they are chill). So if that is the case for you ,you need to find purpose and face your fear and anxiety (dunno how, I suppose therapy is a good start or getting a job you actually like)

>>15050411
Also don't do substances (alcohol,weed etc) they only worsen the problem, I'm telling you from personal experience

>>15050178
>I will post wherever I please
you are underage arent you? Get off 4chan and kill yourself

Suicide is the answer btw

>>15050611
>nooooo muh precious /sci/ anyone who posts off topic is a child unlike very mature adults like myself
you're the child

>thread still up
does this board have mods?

>All these people saying I'll leech off their countries medical system
I don't understand, I never said anything about immigrating. I'm just frustrated at my own pain that will never actually heal. Didn't know about European healthcare being this bad, either. Is human life just endless suffering?
>>15050178
NSAIDs never worked for my condition (occipital neuralgia)
>>15050411
That sucks, sorry to hear that the US isn't any better.

>>15050673
This thread is about psychology, a scientific discipline.

>>15050717
have you ever tried gabapentin or amitriptiline for your neuralgia

>>15049980
Try again. It's your liberal and leftist propaganda how Yurop is supposedly the promised land when it comes to healthcare, when us here who have to actually deal with it know it's not. You still have to pay copay as well as a monthly fee.
>10-year-old American medical care
lel places like Germany engineer and manufacture the equipment that creates your medicine, and places like Switzerland invent the medicine you use. Brainlet.

>>15050721
Aren't these prescription only? No doctor is taking me seriously, saying that I'm young and wasn't involved in a car accident to have this, they just tell me to go to a psychologist and say it's all in my head.

>>15050719
no it isn't
it's some faggot whining anonymously for attention

>>15050664
You got me wrong, I was not telling you that because you posted offtopic, posting offtopic is of course retarded but the response you gave is proper of a 13 year old that knows he has done something wrong but doesn't want to admit it lol

>>15049672
did the doctors say you have brain damage? i doubt you can get it from ramming your head against (what I assume to be soft) furniture. how strongly are you ramming it?

>>15050805
im not op

>>15051189
then you have there an explanation to why I told OP he was a 13 yo