/sci/ - Science & Math

I feel as a physicist completely down when I read a physics book. I mean, it's even that hard to learn real anal, but in something like electromagneticism, they just go and do whatever they want with notation and formalism. Heck, I had to properly derive a formal description for the electric field. I feel like this shit isn't for me, but I love physics more than math, still, I can't stand how physicists go about it. Wat do /sci/?