/sci/ - Science & Math

I desperately need help /sci/

Sorry for so much text.

I come from the land of Slovakia (shithole of middle Europe) and the education system here sucks ass. You didn't get to pick whatever you want to learn, you have a fixed schedule like every other kid in the class. All students are supposed to be learning the same stuff at the same speed.

This has left my knowledge of mathematics very unbalanced and full of dents. There are fields of high school math where I could easily score A+ on a test while I just couldn't understand some other fields.

I wouldn't really care, but physics is my passion. I could not imagine my life without physics. I don't have problems with physics itself, but the complex math behind it is a totally different story. Before I graduate from high school, I want to catch up with all those dents in my knowledge to be able to gtfo my country to get some decent education elsewhere.

But the problem is: Time is limited, I don't even know what I do not know, and my drive to learn is not as high as it used to be, since school made math too forced for me.

I am willing to work my ass off, I refuse to give up on my dreams this easily, but I need a direction. I need to learn effectively. Private lessons are being considered.

Absolutely ANY kind of advice would help me.

Thank you all incredibly much, even for a mere bump you could leave here.

>>8306555
joined mensa a couple of years back. it was basically the most depressing group of people i ever hung out with. they join because they have no friends and can not relate to people. most of them are complete failures in life, they are plagued by mental illness and the ones that are successful are arrogant beyond words.

one in fifty people pass their test. there is nothing special about being more intelligent than others. the only thing it does is create a void between you and most other people. a void filled with loneliness and alienation.

if you want to belong and make friends go to the pub.