/sci/ - Science & Math

>be me
>be junior physics major
>self-esteem in dump
>motivation in the dump
>stop going to classes
>stop doing anything

>decide to look at schedule

>missed quiz and homework in E&M today
>linear algebra exam coming up on Wednesday
>three lab reports due this week
>homework due in every class
>Still not doing anything

Taking upper division physics lab

full lab reports due every week

how do you do this without wanting to kill yourself?

So, I'm not sure if this is the right place to ask but I've been experimenting with psychedelics and hallucinogens throughout college (shrooms, LSD, DMT, salvia, etc) and while they definitely fuck me up, I never experience auditory or visual hallucinations. Is there a reason for this?

Keep in mind I take a higher dosage than the average person due to this, so it's not like I'm not taking enough (frankly, I'd rather not push it any further) pic related, I guess.