/sci/ - Science & Math

I'm a 20 year old white man with a 3.3 GPA. I'm not going to make it into medical school. All I wanted to do was take out people's gallbladders. I have extensive clinical experience compared to most other premeds but because of my fucking low GPA I can't realize the only thing I want to do in life, and I'm probably going to kill myself. Meanwhile, all these TikTok type Instathot girls at my uni are able to get by with 3.6-4.0 GPAs with their 8$ Starbucks drinks and they don't have a tenth of the real world experience that I do nor do they give a shit about medicine and humanity, they just like the perceived status and wealth, yet they will be the ones who get in, not me.
Fuck this gay world, fuck humanity, it's over.