/sci/ - Science & Math

Seems to me it implies that every person will live a life of eternal agony, and that no matter how hard you try death won't save you.

>>12045988

>>10889097
you'll never feel my pain
>want to go to MIT to study mathematics (topology to be exact)
>get rejected
>go to Harvard
>no education whatsoever
>oh well i guess i'm going to med school
>get into Boston medical school
>will never ever study shapes and cool shit
>just a stupid fucking doctor

Is there any hope for a highschool dropout brainlet to make it in life?

I've been trying to complete my highschool courses but they're so difficult and I can't focus because I'm also a wagie now. This must be how minorities feel when they get stuck in a cycle of poverty.

>tfw got brain damage from drinking too much and can't do maths anymore

>Write sqrt(2) on my test
>teacher calls me a fag
>two days later get an email
>It says they need to meet me in office hours the next day to go over possible plagiarism
>Show up
>professor sternly hands me a piece of paper
>all it says is sqrt(you) = r*a*fag
>they burst into laughter
>I rush out trying to hide my tears
>Hear them yell 'don't be so irrational!' From behind me.

>Write sqrt(2) on my test

>teacher calls me a fag

>two days later get an email

>It says they need to meet me in office hours the next day to go over possible plagiarism


>Show up

>professor sternly hands me a piece of paper

>all it says is sqrt(you) = r*a*fag

>they burst into laughter

>I rush out trying to hide my tears

>Hear them yell 'don't be so irrational!' From behind me.

Just got the email. The journal regrets to inform me that my paper has been rejected.

>>9406518
>Major
Philosophy
>Should have
>Economics

>>9400773
No bully I am depressed it takes me effort to figure out in what part of the year I am.

>>9377045
Fuck. I feel this so fucking hard...

>>9374180
fuck me. I bet aliens look better than us. I bet some of them would be willing to fuck a human.

Why was I born to (?never?) fuck an alien??

>failed remedial pre-algebra AGAIN

>when you're stuck on a question and feel like a massive brainlet with zero hope for life and you wonder how you could've spent so much time doing mindless shit online rather than spend all your time learning

>tfw ignoring mathematics and programming after telling myself for years I'd learn more
>tfw just read books
>try to learn applied maths from a textbook
>understand things
>try the exercises (not plug and chug style)
>can't figure them out at all, don't know how to begin
>tfw I have the flabby mind of a pseudo intellectual consumerwhore but with none of the happy ignorance

I am shit. I am above a huge amount of people solely by reading but having no advanced knowledge of hard STEM is like being half a person in 2017.

>early morning brain fog
>post-breakfast brain fog
>mid day brain fog
>afternoon "oh my god it's sunny outside and i need to savour my free time and youth by going outside" existential crisis
>early evening going to the gym
>mid evening realisation that if i wasn't a loser I'd be socialising right now so even thinking about learning puts me above 99 % of the population
>early night rememberance of an article about bill gates working 36 hours in a row in college so i should easily be able to do a full days work from 10 pm to 3 am
>midnight brain fog
>late night false hope for the next day while browsing 4chan in bed

HOW THE FUCK DO I LEARN CALCULUS I.
ALREADY SECOND WEEK ON IT, BUT FUCK CAN'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.

I'M A FUCKING BRAINLET, I ONLY WANTED TO MAKE 2D GAMES, BUT I HAVE TO LEARN CALCULUS I.

I'M SCARED AS FUCK.

I WANT TO PICKUP GIRLS RATHER THAN LEARN THIS BS BUT I DONT WANT TO FAIL MY SEMESTER.

>>7710308
I'm feel like i'm experiencing a brain aneurysm right now. I've been sleep deprived and skipped meals this month. Please anon someone just tell me the answer