/sci/ - Science & Math

Hey sci/

Basically, I'm destined to be the next Einstein. It stresses me everyday. Like everytime I try to sleep it's their.

I'm second year Maths student at Manchester university. Going to get a first easy. Try to get a PhD in say Oxford and Cambridge when I'm in the fourth year, I hope.

However, I need to study 20 hours a day. But, that means no friends or anything else.

I've decided to give up computer, so can't access it at uni. That means, no porn, no music and no talking social network sites. I can then go to the library and study until that shuts.

But, yeah it's like I need to work out how the universe is. But, I'm an idiot. My Maths skills are weak, my Physics skills are based on Maths skills.

The point is I basically have to become like Sheldon out of big bang theory. The episode where he had a girl obsessing over him and basically did everything for him and shielded him from distraction.

Like I've decided to socialist little with friends, shut out all distractions.

The first thing I have to do is get rid of laptop. But, yeah.

Life sucks. If I'm normal I'm stressed as hell. It's a feeling that killing me. Something that says you are stupid, why aren't you studying. Note, I have OCD.