/sci/ - Science & Math

>be me
>pushing 30
>worked ass off entire life
>now make enough to own house and disposable income
>one of city's head engineers, too
>meet qt
>finishing med school
>almost has her doctorate
>have the hots for her in a blink
>hit things off in no time
>take her out hiking at first
>then flowers to her and family
>dating and relationship swiftly follow
>relationship's pretty damn good
>goes a few years
>first anniversery, saved enough money to take her to japan
>subsequent anniverseries involve traveling
>confident this relationship'll last
>still, she can be distant and aloof
>has periods where she isn't talkative
>sometimes appears secretive with her phone, but couldn't tell enough to look into
>one day, g/f meets white guy my age
>doesn't even have his shit together
>local musician still living off mother
>college dropout
>roll eyes when firstmeet him
>g/f is weirdly nice to him
>she's normally shy and reserved, but distinctly open and warm when he's around
>she gets along with him faster than it took me
>kinda jealous, but didn't think a loser like him could compete
>put out of mind
>yet with time
>she's on her phone more than usual
>texting more
>calling people more
>kinda out of character for her
>want to go through her phone to investigate, but can't think of a way to approach
>has a weird kick in her heel, too
>grows more distant and cold
>doesn't seem as excited to see me
>talks less
>one day, confronts me
>says she's in love with white guy
>that she's happier with him
>and is leaving me
>brain 404s at the thought
>still not getting how anyone could choose him
>think she's joking
>soon enough she's gone
>just gone
>like that
>out of my life
>forever
>the devastation alone requires it's own thread
>404
>check up on her after a while
>still with him, who still doesn't have shit together
>she has to pay for most things
>still apparently in love with him, for some reason

Is this how misogyny is born?