/sci/ - Science & Math

>>9122708
i am pretty addicted to opioids so im usually decently junkhammered when i lecture. it doesnt really super impair me but its there. also no one notices anything out of the norm since im almost always fucked up. i still do what i need to do and get everything taught. im bad enough id probably throw up along the day if i didnt take any. it also makes me a lot more bullshit tolerant so i dont go crazy over shit students say or do. the other day i was like questioning even being alive and thinking about suicide ideas and thinking about everything around me and how shit it is and that i didnt want to go see my gf, realised i didnt take any opiates, took some and then sat back smiling thinking life is great and everything is going to be ok and i had a good time with my gf.
i also customarily drink when i grade. not like sipping a beer, but glasses of whisky. grading is fucking terrible and i need something to make myself less irritated. i dont think i should be a teacher in general because im passionless for it and can be socially awkward and uncaring. doing it now anyways for the sweet assistantship money
>>9122398
i try not to do this but sometimes do because i dont remember what i wore
>>9123295
id feel like a scumbag. i always hold full length class.
>>9123037
i think my gf is my best friend too. definitely the most loyal.
>>9123367
guys ask for help too. i wonder if women do more though.
>>9123520
reminds me of these honors college discussion courses in undergrad, loads of superautists spamming their ideas on dumb shit
>>9123606
idk honestly i dont go usually unless its good. lots of my profs just do the book verbstim so i read at home instead.
>>9123673
happened to me, i got excited teaching something and showed a cool application and they are just like "is this on the test" and got annoyed and one girl left
>>9123993
lol its like thst totalitarian asking for permission for everything from primary education stuck to him

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>>9029696
the better version