/sci/ - Science & Math

A strong problem is how we live and our connection with our own mind, the environment and the systems around us. And how people are managed. Especially in public schools and now universities too.
Instead of using the computer correctly we are collectively using it in the same way as bashing our head in with a hammer instead of using it do drive nails into walls.
The modern computer is on a far too large graphical abstracted user interaction too. A vast amount of people honestly have no idea what a computer even is other than a media machine.
It's that 'macbook craig' picture that really gets to me, the screen becomes a hypnotic frontal lobe liquefier. And this goes for so much.
School went from learning and experimenting to sterile activities of building spaghetti and marshmallow structures.
There's a certain 'happiness' or rather calm connected stillness I feel myself slowly reaching with these realisations.
I was so disconnected with everything from trauma and culture and wasn't being taught about what we knew. Then I began noticing patterns in our world and put enough trust in myself to try and teach myself about everything I see, I don't just wake up in a room and feel unhappy anymore, if it makes me unhappy I really try to see what I can change. I don't see a car move and just think to myself that's how things are but I try and learn how it is moving.
What you think affects you the most, when you think right you'll begin to find ways to eat and spend your time right, slowly avoiding the things that affect you badly like coming less to this site.
I'm not denying the position we're in but this is a way I found to make the world a better place for me. And it's really the only thing you can do, depression and mental health problems aren't your fault entirely but you need to trust yourself to fix it.
A belief that a God created all this, or that things follow some underlying logic really went a long way for me to escape the toxicity my mind was being given.