/sci/ - Science & Math

>>11037233

Oh man... INFJ are my favourite people. I am also ADHD and "self taught" too, a better way to put it would be that I just really enjoy following my curiosity, so I end up learning lots of things.

I don't even know how painful had to be live through all of that being an INFJ... I don't want to be rude but I don't know how you managed to avoid killing yourself. How are you and your life nowadays? I often feel bad for complaining about my upbringing (my psych says I have the right to do it but I don't...) because it wasn't half as bad as yours for example... I don't know how would it be to pass through such amount of suffering, I think about that a lot. I don't understand why suffering has to exist on whatever kind of existence we live in, if there is something instead of something when does suffering come into play?.

There are some kind of personalities that have it "easier" to live through these kinds of experiences but for sensitive and perceptive people like INFJ everything is magnified making it a lot of worse...

I don't talk to many people, I have some friends but none of them really fall under my own definition of friendship. Finding the right teacher at the right time has changed my life, I really enjoy talking to the ones that have true vocation and passion for their field.
I hope everything goes better for you and some day be able to stop carrying that weight and be happy, sorry...