/sci/ - Science & Math

>>15188847
>only a twitter screencap
>no link
>no summary of what he said

Dropped out third year of uni studying applied mathematics due to mental breakdown/suicidal thoughts/depression and failing all my classes one semester. Been 3 years since then and I won't be able to go back as I am unable to secure federal loans due to me failing out and my poor credit score prevents me from securing private loans due to barely making the monthly payments to the student loans I still owe. I've been working as an electrian's assistant for $16/hr. the past 2 years.

I bought a 9mm pistol about a month and a half ago and I plan on using it on myself within the next couple of months. Interesting how small situations can completely change the trajectory of your life.

>>11628740
>he wasn't trolling

I’m barely functional at 23 years and can barely remember things anymore nor can I process things really fast or even at an average pace. I was also diagnosed with autism..

So, uh, /sci/ is there really any hope left for me? Should I just.. idk, kms?

>we are never going to explore the universe
>all we will do is sit around posting on /sci/
>jupiterfags won't stop memeing over colonizing europa
>xeno pussy never

Why can’t my mind focus and retain information, /sci/? I’ve been having trouble with this for years.

>five (5) years since IUTT papers released
>still no consensus

I'm only starting university at 22. Am I too late?

>why I'm paying to study just to work 40 hours per week after I graduate for the next 35 years instead of ending myself right now