/sci/ - Science & Math

I have to do a presentation tomorrow on several aerodynamics topics because its a requirement.

I wanted to do it right, yet fast forward today I haven't finished my progression from knowing no calc at all to knowing a little bit and trying to learn the necessary vector calculus because I want to do the right thing and explain the topic like one should instead of just reading it like everybody does.

I really wanted to do good and give a good explanation to the people on the maths and the concepts. Yet I only have like 24 hours to learn so much I think I wont make it.

How does one cope with this feeling?

The least I wanted is to stand up there and make a fool of myself. I just wanted the best for the people.

>oneitis from middle school birthday is on the 14
>I gave her flowers on a 14
>despise being ugly as fuck after that she was into me
>never notice this and diss any of her advances because I thought she was just making fun of me and being a whore
>All of that was nothing but autism kicking in and she actually was into me since the beginning of HS
>waste my opportunity

3 years later.

>add her again
>say sorry and ask her out
>accepts but then cancels
>eventually stop all contact because I knew it wouldn't get anywhere (I think she even removed me)

Tomorrow she will be getting fucked by some Chad that she might call husband one day.

It... hurts, but just a little bit now.