/sci/ - Science & Math

Dude I love math but I've always been such a terrible student. When I was a sophomore in High School I self-taught calculus and got a 5 on the BC Calc exam just because I was that into math. That year I failed like 3 classes and got a D in my actual math class. My last semester of HS I got straight F's before dropping out and testing out. Now I'm working a pretty good wagie job with A decent career ahead but I will never be able to study and learn math to its fullest. Its kind of absurd how little I know about math compared to someone with a PhD. I wish I could be a textbook author or lecturer but there's no way in hell I could ever self-teach to the point where I could ever effectively do either of those things. I will also probably never make any kind of meaningful contribution to math ever I'll always be a passive observer with less knowledge than the average undergrad.

>lies and ideology

>>12605407
this hurts to watch man...