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I'M CRAZY AND I'M PROUD

Schizoid here, pretty much the least likely condition to ever seek help. I spent years homeless, and I'll never serve society beyond the practices of a mystic or priest. While medication would have eased my suffering, I needed that suffering! I needed to find dispassion and denial of the will-to-life. It's part of developing into a full human being, of actually partaking in nature's excellence instead of being stunted in the womb of Maya's empty warmth like most of humanity.

Not that anyone should be denied the compassion and comfort of that womb, as many are indeed in need. Same as no one should be denied the suffering they desire or need.
https://youtu.be/LEiMkG5p2-M