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Red wine is my favourite alcoholic beverage. Does make me a woman???

If Covid thickens your blood and Ebola thins your blood,why don't we just give people with Covid Ebola, to counter it's effects ?

So I kind of shared a mental state akin to that of a NPC up until the end of my teenager years and I don't know why. Basically I was unable to have inner monologues within myself but only realized the magnitude of the problem after I started having them at the adult age, thing is, despite being a mediocre student, I always read books from time to time usually related to fantasy, like Lotr, Asoiaf, etc. and read stuff on the internet from the most varying topics.

The question I want to pose is: why didn't I have a normal life with a thinking brain? I mean, I never had any trouble doing stuff academically and just expressed my thoughts reflexively like I'm doing now while writing this post i.e with no inner monologue involved, just typing what goes on my head on the blue.

I was never really into books, puzzles or academic stuff while I was a kid and only liked to play videogames. Did any of you guys shared a similar childhood experience but still developed the ability of having inner monologues as a child? Is there any scientific consensus about it or is it just a normal occurrence in the human population? As you can see now, I am a pretty normal guy cognitively speaking, and as a child I was too, just not in the part of thinking internally. I never fluked a grade and was pretty social in the nerd sense (had 3 or 4 friends).

So, what is up with me?

Imagine that the universe is a three-dimensional grid composed of "pixels," as a matrix of positions, where each unit of matter moves 1 pixel at a time along the X, Y, and Z axes, positive or negative.

We accept the perception of time as a 4th dimension, a dimension that never stops updating, as in a line where the present is the threshold between past and future, a frame, but what if only the present exists?

Everything is the present, there is no future, there is no past. Everything happens in the present, everything, the pyramids of Egypt, your grandfather, the big bang. None of this is a time frame, but motion through space in an immobile totality of an expanding universe, where everything is a relationship between distance and motion across the spatial grid.

Each atom occupies a single pixel of the space grid at a time. Each pixel traversed by any unit of matter requires a certain amount of energy.

The velocity of displacement of atoms in the universe grid is influenced by gravity.