/sci/ - Science & Math

>>11685818
>24 years old
>6 years wasted being a NEET
>Wasted talent, wasted time, wasted education, already past the peak of my brain activity probably
>Too late to purse a career in mathematics as a researcher
>Too late to develop any productive hobbies like playing an instrument, learning a martial art or becoming fluent in a language
>Too late to pursue love since almost all decent women are already taken at this point and I'd have nothing to offer to a girlfriend because I'm a failure at everything
>Everytime before sleep dreams about using a time machine to go back and fix all those mistakes made
>No prospects of a better future, actually even thinking about the future is terrifying since there's nothing but darkness there now
>Knows it's all my own fault that it reached this point to begin with
If you're still young, whatever you do, make sure you don't make the same mistakes. Make sure that, even if it pains you phisically, you study every single day without a single day off, otherwise your future will be submerged in darkness like mine is now. Don't ever let that ray of light at the end of tunnel be extinguished lest you'll become this pathetic creature that I became, unable to live in mediocrity and too afraid to die.

>>11584877
Damn, that's the first time I felt actual sadness seeing an image here, feels bad man

How many books you guys read per year? How long does it take you to read and do the exercises of a math book?

>>11552318
I'm serious.