/sci/ - Science & Math

>be a worthless NEET after high school
>can't find joy in vidya anymore
>decide to do something with my life and go back to community college
>major in biology because evolution and animals are interesting
>actually did good in ap bio in high school
>do good in my first semester taking bio and chem
>this semester decide to take calculus
>it can't be impossibly hard, just have to study
>keep getting Ds on my tests, get more depressed and lose motivation to study
-my life turns to shit, feel so demoralized
-probably can't continue my degree anymore
>don't know if i could stomach taking calc all over again

Why the fuck so bio majors need to take a year of calc?? Reeeee I just wanted to learn about nature

Idk if I should just try and join the army and hope I get hit by an IED. My life is over :(