/sci/ - Science & Math

>>11878147
Lmao the candle which burns twice as brightly burns for half as long

any advice for this situation?

>have large brain volume
>high intelligence
>notice you are losing your memory and immediately recognize it is a fatal neurodegenerative disease.
>read online about subjective cognitive impairment in individuals with dementia, and other neurodegenerative diseases of all types.
>realize there are many other people who know they have dementia and cannot be diagnosed.

I noticed I had memory loss when I was 16, now my entire life is completely over, and I have barely left the house in almost 2 years.

I have nothing left in the world that I care about I just spend my days killing time.

do you know how on airplanes they leave dumb games and movies on the seats so that will just kill time while they wait to land.

my life is just killing time while I wait for the disease to kill me, I don't enjoy life anymore I am just waiting...................

>>11360811
I probably will feel horrible in my last moments, but it isn’t my choice to be the way I am now, the disease has changed me and made me indifferent to the world.

I am powerless to overcome the accumulated damage to my brain, there is no medication I have found which can improve my cognitive symptoms.